i like u....

2009-05-22T23:07:00.015+08:00

today is my end of internship! over these 11 weeks, i've learnt alot, and gained more working experience! sometimes i had problems..but still, I had alot of fun working in muvee:) the people there are super super super nice and fun! i miss them so much!! sinyee bought me a box of tiny donuts! super cute and yummy! colourful too! shared the donuts wif all QA ppl=) ahh..so touched!:) took some pictures wif the other interns too! im so happy today...but also sad bcos it's the last day of work. last day to see my frens..my supervisor..last day to test mantis, muvee reveal... :'(

2009-05-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

OMG...i so want to learn this song!! hahaha....haven't touch cello for like 1 MONTH! omg....no practice now, so damn slack. :(

so long nv blog ....actually got alot of things i wan to blog, but always so lazy to blog. still gotta write

my IAP report. T_T

anyway, yesterday my company blackout!!!! so exciting! hahaha...so FUN! all computers shut down,

so we went outside and chat! then we interns went to play board game, and also play pool. we play

1 round for super long, cos all dono how to play. haha! and yesterday is my supervisor's birthday!

hope she liked the card and the present we gave her!!!:D we went home early yesterday,

but today need to go back office work. we finished doing the testing!!!!! hehe:)

2009-04-18T12:06:00.004+08:00

i tried to swallow a capsule yesterday......3 times!!!! but i failed!! cos i kept spitting it out...then in the end i jus open and eat the contents...it's soooooooooooo bitter!!!! then actually should eat 6 capsules, 2 in the morning, 2 in the afternoon and 2 in the night. but i only ate 1...haha..

now i'm watching tv. there's this music show, got alot of talented musicians playing their instruments. i only started to watch when this young boy was playing violin. he played my favourite song! dono how to spell:) and he is sooooooooooo good!!:) why got no one play cello??

today, whole day i was at home..relaxing!! hahaha, i played alot of pet society, and word challenge. fun sia...keep banging the trees to get money. i only have less than 100 coins!! i also read a book, and listened to alot of music. wahahhaa...i haven't felt so relaxed for awhile. my appetite has also come back!

i want a toy piano!!! there's a woman playing one on tv now. anyway, yesterday i went to jp, and there was this guy playing a korean song on the guitar outside the mrt station. nice sia...i love korean songs!!!!

lol....okay...byebye(:

2009-04-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went to the new tampines mall wif wl. main purpose is to go to the japan store, UNI QLO!! we reached there le, then saw alot of ppl queueing outside the store!! then we decide to have lunch first then come back to queue. but quess wad! the queue increased until the stairs there! aiyo, then we no choice...so we joined the queue. queued for 30 mins!!!! then somemore got ppl take picture of us..omg...

actually nth much there! all damn expensive, $49.90. but if nv buy anything then so bu shuang! cos we queue for 30 mins. hahahahaha...so wl bought 2 shirt and i bought a skirt. so xin tong. super expensive!!! then very funni...we tried our clothes at one corner...cos the fitting room so many ppl queueing!! so ps T_T

hahax...and today, i listened to music for the whole day, and also keep going to facebook. slack for the whole day. so hungry now..didn't eat lunch..lazy to go and buy=(

tmr im going to buy another self-improvement book by andrew matthews! yay!!=) hai...dono why i at home then keep thinking of working...but when working, my mind is somewhere else..

2009-04-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

this is my 400th post!! wahahahaha!!! today.....is another stress day for me! during work la...dono why i so stress there...i too scared le...gotta get rid of that mental block! i think cos i didnt do well for the programming...then no confidence tat i can do other things..so i always scared this scared that...mus change la!!

hahax..but overall work still okay minus the stress. I like my colleagues...they're very friendly and nice! hope next monday, i can do better, not be so blur...haix...hope they don think tat i am blur...i will do my best during work de..

tmr is good friday!! so today can sleep later...hahahhaa...i'm using facebook...long time nv use...but so tired le....like half asleep and blogging and facebooking....hahax...okay..i go surf net...at work cannot surf net u know!!!! if can go facebook then good la...=X haha...okay, realli got to go now...BYE!!!!!!!=)

2009-04-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

wah!!!! i'm back!! hehe...yesterday just got my pay. $300+....so fast 3 weeks le! now i'm not doing programming anymore. got transfered to testing department. everyday test video. not so stress le..but quite tiring! only me and my fren working there. then...we everyday will take a nap de. cos mus wait for the video to finish saving, then nothing to do! mus wait for hours....hahax..then we will sleep at one corner, away from the cameras. but i slept in front of the camera a few times le...cos too tired!! wahahahaha...=x

hao le. Going to sleep soon..veri tired... T.T tmr going to watch movie wif yy..yay!!!

oh!some of my frens going overseas next week le!!!! i will miss u all!!!! take good care over there and have fun!!=)

2009-03-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

hello!!now listening to classical music and thus very HIGH! haha..

today is my 3rd day of work le. so far still okay, but alittle stress le. on the first day, i used my company's video software to make some videos. very slack! but on the 2nd day, i had to start on my work le:( consists of database and programming!! hai, then very stress. today i kept editing the database structure cos still not very correct. my supervisor guided me along. hope tmr can complete it! then today i keep eating and eating. cos at my workplace there's a mini cafe called auntie's diner. it's named after the auntie in our company. haha!! so cool. then there's alot of snacks and drinks and we can just take and eat! i ate 1 and a half packet of pocky today, and 4 blueberry sandwiches. alittle regret...eat so much. hai..cos too bored at work le. i even doze off a few times. =X very tired! so i went to the toilet to sleep awhile and wash my face. hai....still cannot adapt to working life=( but the environment there realli not bad...and my colleagues are nice.

tmr gotta bring my cello to work!! cos after tt mus go syco. aiyo! very long nv go le. super nervous. ahh....haven't pack my cello, my bag.... T.T okay, i got to go le! bye!! jiayou to all my friends doing attachment and fyp!!!

2009-03-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

if only time could turn back..

today was quite strange. i started thinking about the past and then i got this sinking feeling. like i suddenly felt so lost. i just kept thinking again and again and again. haiz...at night i started to feel alittle better, but just now i look through some pictures and the sinking feeling is back again. =( until now, i still cant adapt to my living style. i don feel like going to bj anymore. i miss my fren..

so...actually today i did nothing except think...watch tv,and play games...no more exams le but i'm so bored at home.

today i feel like i'm back to the old me. i wish i can stay like that forever.

2009-02-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

BOO! im back! HAHAHA, so long didn't update. today was my osm exam. i think it's difficult:( many questions dono how to do, most i forgot le. i took so long to memorise!!! die la, confirm get a bad grade. anyway, it's over! Wahaha, i feel so relieved! after the paper, i went out wif wm, penny to shop for..=P hehe...then after tt, rl came to join us, and we chatted at starbucks. =)

one more paper to go, which is....IP!! really hope tat i can do well in this last paper, bcos my osm paper gone case liao=( haiz. oh! i'm going to start attachment on march le, don't know where i'm posted to yet! suddenly going to work le, so excited but a little nervous too! hehe. HAIZ..there are some ppl which i jus cannot communicate with!! ARH! qi shi ren le.

okay la, i think i gtg now. byebye!=P

2009-01-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

so sad!! why must there be so many problems? it comes and go. =( i don't know how i should tell her....i don't want to hurt our relationship le!! i always nv think then do de...then lead to so many problems. i'm a bad fren!!! but i don't mean to be one de...haix..

so late le. i can't sleep! i keep worrying abt this and that. aiyo....if only i can be more brave. ahh...feel like cutting my hair, but i bu she de my straight hair. my old hair is growing back! now my hair is frizzy and dry!=( oh no...should i cut my hair? should i?? no?? okay, i wont cut my hair! hee..but i think i will when i am very very very very stress.

okay, back to topic! so how? i got many things havent prepare, but i'm still doing nothing! tat financial thing la!! so ma fan...need to print so many things. i got a big headache now! i pray that things will go smoothly...

going to prepare to sleep now. going to try to stop worrying le. nites!!! take carreee!!!!

2009-01-22T01:00:00.008+08:00

sometimes it's better not to know.

sometimes it's good to be blur.

sometimes it's good to not listen.

sometimes we should pretend that nothing has happened and move on right? i don't know what this line is for, i just add it in for fun de.

it's 1.14am!! and i haven't practice dsa. only practiced dreamweaver abit until i got stuck cos i couldn't insert a spry table!!! eeeeeee....i'm so tired. and stress too, because so many things has happened. arhgh....i want to forget but i can't.

i think i need a break! so i'm going to play games now. hee

trying hard to be strong..

2009-01-20T02:04:00.001+08:00

Think

Should you always say what you feel
Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal

Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know
Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go

Everyone else around you may not be as strong
Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along

You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go
What kind of day he's had, you just don't know

Before you blurt out everything you feel
Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?

2009-01-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

yo! today i woke up at 11, then i ate breakfast, then went to youtube to listen to songs. Wahaha...i love listening to music when i wake up. It makes me feel so relaxed and happy=) later got to do my IP project. eek, so difficult to do. luckily yesterday ken help me wif it. After tt, maybe i'm going to cut my fringe. Dono is it long enough yet ..

hmm, i haven't send in the confirmation form to join syco..already date due le. dono should send ma...should i send it?? if i send, then nv go practice..also same leh. like very irresponsible. =(

2009-01-01T03:43:00.003+08:00

happy new YEaR!!!!

2008 is over! time flies so fast. it has been a bad year for me. hais....i'm not a good fren. I always give people problems. everything is shattered.. no mood to do anything at all. recently, i've just been slacking...sleeping late...going out...i don't have confidence to do well in anything anymore...i miss u too...why can't everything be like before...why must it change....why did i become like this..everyday my heart is crying..hais..

hope tat 2009 will be a better year! i made some wishes...hope they will come true...

happi nEw YeaR again!!!! may everyone be happy and healthy!

bogoshipda...

2008-12-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

omg!! i just finished watching campus shrewd....then i cried when watching cos jia sile so ke lian....tat part where he go to her shop to ask her out for lunch! so sad!!! after tt the show funny again....but i still very sad cos jia sile cannot be with xiao hua...hais....

hahax...i very dizzy today...damn cold now! omg...feel like sleeping, but got work to do. =( i haven watch today's little nonya!!! going to watch later...=D hehe..byebye!!

2008-12-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

wow..this is so beautiful! they play so well...melts my heart...haha...i keep listening to youtube videos over and over again. can't stop watching. T_T

so many projects to do......really don't feel like doing! when can i graduate!! that wm hor....i say i wan to graduate, she say she don't wan to graduate! always wan to zhao fan.....hehehe=p wad to blog leh....i also dono...hope time can pass slowly..now holiday le!=) happy holidays=D

2008-12-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

finally common test is over!!! i can't wait to graduate! now is holiday le...dono whether should work ma? if work, then no time to do project and rest...but if don work, no money! going to chiong all my projects...then got time to go out...lol! today's test paper not very good...got some dono how to do...but..i tried my best le...

i really regret choosing this course! but...i didn't have much choices also...cos results not very good...i feel like giving up everything in school...but is it too late to choose another path now? i love music, but is it possible? why so many buts! lolx...

okay....just needed to vent my frustrations...thanks for listening...hahax...=)

2008-12-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

yo!! jus reached home..yy bought me a cake for my birthday! it's made up of many swiss rolls...got durian, blueberry, strawberry, and kaya flavor....hehe...i realli like it alot!!=D it's so special! it's very fresh and yummy too! we went to eat buffet at marina mandarin on sat....got a lot of yummy food....then we kept asking the chef to cook the big prawn for us...lol! jus now we went to watch bolt....it's a very nice show!! very touching also.. T_T

my sis bought me a super mini water bottle, a fries coin bank, a big smiley face plushie, and an ugly doll keychain..! hahaha...we're going to use the money in the fries coin bank to buy fries for supper...cos we're always hungry at night...=D my brother gave me 2 ribbons..so cute!! can pin on my clothes and also for tying up my hair!!

thanks for the all the presents and the cake!!! i love them all so much!!=D

2008-12-04T19:49:00.044+08:00

today is my birthday!!! im 19 now!! my friends celebrated for me in school...so happy and touched!! and lester bought me a cake from four leaves!! thanks!! it was yummy!=D hehe..today we keep sabo-ing each other...so funny lor! lolx....we took alot of pictures too!!

finally finish uploading!!! T_T

to my friends, classmates, family, 4 beloved sweet lovely handsome cousins: thanks again for everything! all the birthday wishes, presents, cards, and for taking so many pictures wif me...i love u all! saranghae!

2008-11-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo..just came back from my fren's house. Today is her birthday, but over le...wahaha..so bored arh...don feel like doing hmk!! i keep listening to music only...haha..hais..school is so torturing...hope can quickly attachment!! this sem got more programming modules..hee..i like!!

haiss...i feel so gloomy.......but luckily there's no school tmr..yay...finally can have a good night rest le.

life is really unpredictable. we have to appreciate the people around us, people that we love. to my family and my best friend, i want to tell u all that i really appreciate what u have done for me...sorry for being so stubborn and unreasonable at times....

yawn...now i feel like sleeping...i think i'll go do alittle maths now...grrr...>:( byebye!!:(

2008-10-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

hais...today so tired. yesterday i worked for 7.5 hours, counting cars.... the air was really dusty! lucky i got my mask..but i didn't dare to wear it, so jus cover over my nose with it..lolx....and lucky got chair to sit also!! i earned 52.5$$!!! wahahaha...so xin ku..but no choice ....

today i had my first lesson on marketing...i love it!!! the teacher is so nice and funny!! she's very chatty de....talk all the way from the start to end of lesson!! it's not as boring as i tot it will be...quite interesting...it's my favourite module for now, but i only had one lesson....maybe it will get more and more boring? i hope not!! i like internet programming too...tmr mus bring laptop...omg..sian ah..

today is my sis bdae!! me , my bro, and my sis's fren bought a ukelele for her! haha...she likes it=D it's a very small instrument...like a small guitar....hehe...

im so so so tired!! but dont feel like sleeping leh...need to go pet society to earn money...i want to buy the halloween fishbowl....not enough money...lol...

today im also quite moody ah...jus now i chat wif my fren...i feel so much better le...thanks ah!!!!:) i guess i have to be stronger.....im quite sick of school le....hais..i dont wan to care abt getting good results also...it's not tt important to me actually....hai..

2008-09-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

yo...so long nv come here...wahaha...nothing to do now....today i search jobs for one whole day!!! but i couldnt find any....so i decided to go ask prime if they wan to hire cashiers...and on the way there..........got one girl call me, telling me to go fill in the telemarketer job form tmr!!!!!!wah!!!then i didn't go prime to ask anymore..

hai...so shi bai!!! find for almost one month le still cannot!!! Waawaawaa...hope tmr can get the job arr....

next sem got night class!!! omg...so fast school going to start le....argh!!!

2008-08-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

help!! i dont understand ooad!!!!!!!!!! haven really study finish ddi also....and ooad....so confusing!! it's like maths.... cant wait for friesday to be over man.......argh...i no mood to study!! all those draw diagram questions so confusing!! and every ques at least got something to draw..waaaa...tmr got to go through some of the ques again...:( hais.......

2008-08-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

i jus finished reading a book!! it's about a mother who abuses her daughter....omg....i felt like crying everytime her mother hit her....i felt so sorry for her!!! She's so helpless.....in the end she ran away...poor girl!

i listened to sy's concert songs earlier in the morning.....it's great!!! i love gadameilin so much!it sounds so sad...... it's my favourite orchestra song=)

glad that there's no more school!!! yay! we only got to go back for tests and exams.....and after that is holidays!!! wohohohoh

2008-08-02T13:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel so useless....

2008-07-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog....at last im here to blog again!! don feel like doing animation! i keep watching animation done by other ppl! hahax...nice....addicted to nine bowls and soup and one dozen monkey!! so nice..when will i be able to draw so nice?? and the song!!! so good!!!=D

recently im so stress....i dono why....jus stress....my heartbeat is super fast now! gotta relax!=(

exams are all coming! 6 of them!! omg...so tired in school...not listening in class....feel so sleepy...all bcos of the animation!!! everyday do until morning...and only do a little bit somemore...

2008-06-27T02:28:00.003+08:00

eek! so long nv blog le!! dora force me to blog...AGAIN! see..she is so evil...wahahaha

jus now got some problems!!! but now better le=D

today i woke up....then eat...then did storyboard....then did facebook....then play wii...nothing la! jus play then eat then sleep! hahax..im a little tired now!! i think i shall go sleep...

byebye!!!!!

2008-06-10T02:21:00.003+08:00

yo...today i slept until 3pm leh.....so pig......im still tired! this whole 2 weeks got many many things to do...plus i got work for 1 week....arghh....hard to not feel stress....i feel scared too....sometimes i feel so timid in this world....but cannot....must be strong....

just finish the report for facebook.....wah...facebook is worth 15 million....omg.....im playing facebook now....so many ppl beat me in the word challenge! argh!! im thinking of doing mario for my animation project! yay! actually i wanted to do a touching animation one...just like kiwi...but.....that's wishful thinking...hahax...if can do mario i damn happy le..

got to do ooad report and tasks plus study for common test too...oh my....

yay! i jus beat 2 person in word challenge...

lolx....suddenly not tired...hai.....

2008-06-09T02:37:00.002+08:00

concert is over!!!!! all the practices really paid off!! i think everyone played really well!!=D even though sometimes very stress in prac....but still managed to hang on....yay!to my dearest cello mates...thanks for being so nice and fun and supportive!! to ying...sorry!i cause alot of trouble for u...for always not wanting to go prac...but in the end i got go every prac leh....hahax...thanks for telling me to go prac!!prac is important!love u guys alot!!!=)

before the concert start...2 of my string broke! so shocked!! omg....lucky eunice got extra string......got to buy strings le!! =(

projects and tests all coming le!! oh no!! i mus try not to be stress de....im always so stress...especially now.....must change...=(

hmmm...okay i go zzzz....so tired....tk care!!!

2008-05-15T20:07:00.002+08:00

wow....havent blog for so long! so tired and lazy......and don have the feel to blog also...haha..

sian....so many test coming...all those networking tests....so difficult and boring...really no interest in it sia....gotta suffer this sem...lol...im so listless in school, and i keep daydreaming......of music...food....everything! i try to listen...but i'll doze off after 5 mins....oh god! wake me up!!! ah!!!!

these few days, i've been thinking of wad i wan to be in the future.....actually it's still the same dream..i really hope tat i can achieve my dreams...even though it's still so far..=( but our dreams are worth dying for!!

joined 2 ccas...guitar and piano....tats why im so tired everyday....i need a break! went for piano lesson last wed...nv learn piano yet!! only theory....very advanced de theory...i no mood listen then almost fell asleep...feel like quitting!! but i really really wan to learn piano! how?nt wk we'll still be learning theory.......even though only went for 2 times...the orientation and the first lesson, i alrdy thinking of whether i should quit! wads wrong wif me?? *give myself a slap* ouch.....hai...but actually if i join i think also very hard to learn...cos got 30+ ppl and only 3 piano..

ahh...nvm.....going to surf net now! actually got many many things to blog abt de...but too much things le...so jus blog abt today:( byebye!!! take care!

2008-05-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

yo..im so tired!!! i just came back from school...today got piano orientation.. so damn boring!! we got play games, then the seniors did a skit.....they play piano very good!! all 3 of them like different type of music de...1 like jazz, 1 like pop, 1 like classical! they very funny...quite lame also...but i like! hahax..

after that got treasure hunt!!! my grp hunted for 1 hr plus!! omg..really very sian..so tired!! from blk A walk until Blk G then walk back again!!!! hai...so bored...today i in sch from 8 to 8!! i even tot of quitting piano...but...nt week can get to play piano le...i hope.....

my grp was the last to return to the piano rm so need to do forfeit!!!! omg..they ask us to dance...do chicken dance...wah...but in the end we nv do cos we not the last grp after all!!! still got one more grp! heng sia.....we win 3rd somemore...prize is potato chip! haha

got to know one girl there...she also play cello! wow..she play for 1 yr then quit le...then now join piano! hahax...

now very tired and stress....worried....hai...i will add oil de..

2008-04-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging for a long long time....

actually i have a million things to say...but i don noe how to start..? i'll try..

recently i've been feeling sad...i wonder if i would still be who i am if i didnt go poly? haix....i don't know....i hurt my friend...im really really very sorry...!! i didnt mean it de..hai..i feel terrible='(

today i went to botanic garden wif yingj, yaNhong , marilyn and her friend..guess wad?? we were walking there...and suddenly...we heard loud cracking sounds!! then a tree fell down! omg...we almost died leh..ji lao shi say he shouted from the other side that the tree was going to fall down...but we didnt hear it!! hahax..

we bought a cake to celebrate ji lao shi's birdday...he was so ps.....but i could tell that he was happy=) yay...and also we gave him a giant toy flower and a cute cello keychain! we sang birthday song for him then he made a wish and cut the cake...we buy the cake from bakerzin! damn nice ah....so fresh and yummy!!

after that we go watch the sco perform...so so so nice!! the music was so enchanting...wow....then after tt we all go swensens and eat!! hahax..

okay..i go le...byebye! take care..i will change de!

2008-04-19T23:31:00.005+08:00

yo!! im in yingying house now!!=)

2008-04-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

today me, wm, ah ma and penny celebrated our 1 yr anniversary! hahax..we went to pizza hut to eat...i so suay...i wanted to put chilli on my baked pasta, then all the chilli fell out cos the bottle's cap was loose! the waitress offered to change my pasta, but i told her it's okay...then i ate alot of chilli with my pasta!

then when we going home, i still okay de.....but when wm left the train i started to feel pain in my stomach!! dono y so pain.....the pain jus wont go off!! then i no energy to stand le...so alight at chua chu kang...then go toilet...i think i stayed there for abt 40 mins!!! veri veri pain!! felt so terrible...i call my mom then she ask my dad fetch me home....my dad took me to clinic see doctor....the doctor say i got a little food poisoning! he jus feel my stomach then took my temperture....and jus for all this need to pay 24$!!!! omg...i felt so bad bcos my dad had to take me to doctor...then cannot earn much, somemore need to pay for this....:( hai...i will study hard so that nt time my parents can have a good life!!!

now i feel so much better after eating the medicine!! only a little bit pain..and a little tired..dono if tmr should go school.....i got an mc from doctor! if nv use so wasted hor....hehe...this is the third time i become sick bcos of eating too much chilli!! need to cut down on chilli le=(

2008-04-08T01:41:00.005+08:00

yay!! i completed super mario galaxy on wii!! my bro helped me play the final level...haha...im so lousy at games!! im going to get all 120 stars though!!

look! it's bowser jr! ahh.....he looks so cute with the mask.. i'm trying to find more pictures of him wearing his mask....i can only find one=(

hehe=)

2008-03-29T01:14:00.003+08:00

hai!! i can't sleep now....keep daydreaming....decided to come blog instead...

today my bro come back from thai? he went there for training for 1 month....before the training, we got receive a letter telling ask to write a letter of encouragement from home..then my dad wrote this..

Dear Son,

Today mark the beginning of the final phase of your training in the army. After that it's 3 months to O-R-D. We hope as usual you'll take this training seriously and free yourself from injury. We know you've always detest military life but i guess by now you would have grown used to it. Just remember to think positive always. Looking back, the army has certainly transformed you from boy to man as i can see you're more mature now.

Let me share with you our sentiments on your enlistment day. At Pasir Ris camp, mum and i could tell from the looks of your eyes, the feeling of frustrations, but we couldn't help it but to leave you with a heavy heart. At that time i wish i had the magical powers so as to be able to take over your place.

That night, as we look at the things in your room we realize how much we missed you, as you have never been away from us. It was only after we hear your voice when you call that we're relieved and we can only long for you to call back every night.

Lastly, we hope you'll continue to take good care of yourself as we'll be looking forward to your homecoming. We'll be missing you.

Remember to enjoy yourself at your R & R there.

"We'll always be proud of you, son"

Wow..i so touched when i read it...my bro received it during his last training there...he's also touched! kinda happy to see him back home:)

recently im quite stressed....sad and frustrated...hope all of u will forgive me if i do or say anything wrong...cos i dont mean it de...hai..after poly then i become like tt one!! ROAR

ps to fries: roar...go update ur blog!!!

2008-03-24T17:43:00.001+08:00

yesterday i vomitted alot...then got diarrhoea.....jialat..eat too much....

roar.....i jus woke up!! hehe..going to play games now...byebye!!

2008-03-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

my dad is playing guitar hero on wii!! hahaha...he keeps losing....cos he playing in expert mode? wahaha...so funny !!!!1

my stomach feels so weird...feel like puking...i think i ate too much chilli le...jus now i bet with my friend that i can finish all the chilli!! i got finish leh!! hehehe..now i feel sick=( went to watch 2 movies in 2 days!! so nice!! =)

my dad still trying to play!!! he still havent give up! haha...^^

2008-03-22T01:56:00.002+08:00

holiday is going to be over soon!!!=( timetable's out...nt sem having night class!! wow....class until 830=( but mon no school...yay!!!!

i quitted the ogl grp....cos......i dont noe....lack of interest ba.....and no responsibility too...

anyway last sun me and my fren went to escape theme park!! tt day family day then nebo member only need to pay 3$ !! so cheap!! hahax..we went to sit the family coaster first....a little scary cos long time nv sit rollar coaster ..hehe..after tt went to sit pirate ship!! omg...very exciting!! like going to fall out of the ship!! ying very scared..haha!!=P then we sit rainbow...so dizzy!! and then we sat...go kart! waited for 1 hr plus....but it's worth it!! we keep banging into the other cars and the sides...haha!! after tt got to go home cos the theme park closing=( only sat 4 rides...so sad! no time to go visit the haunted house....it's so fun!! i want to go again=)

2008-03-20T03:23:00.002+08:00

cute fries ask me to blog again!!!!:( haha.....jus now watching jap video...so funny....

today went out for whole day...but feel like nv do anything like dat......carried cello for whole day..now my hand so pain!!!

tmr getting specs le!! yay.....=)

im so broke now!!!! maybe i should sell game also!!

2008-03-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

yay i finally bought new specs!!! no more colorful specs!! =D

guess what!! my eye degree dropped by 100!!!! last time is 400+ now is only 300+!!!! the person also shocked!! he also don noe why like tt...he say usually only when ppl get older then degree will decrease...but for my age it's very rare!!! oh no! am i getting old??=( hahax..

my new specs veri cheap...only 96$!!! wah...at first the specs i wanted to get is 200+!! lucky nv buy ah.....but it's quite nice...hope the new specs is nice!!! hahax...i cant see very well without specs..so i dono if it's nice...=(

=)

2008-03-14T01:38:00.004+08:00

im here to blog bcos..........dora say i nv blog!!!

hahax..i did some tickle quiz also!!!=P

what's your true color?
Jolene, your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

ahaha...sounds like me!!! i'm a very calm person!! but i don like to spend time alone...only sometimes...im very bored at home!! ahhh...let me do another quiz....

What's Your True Talent?

Jolene, your true talent is spatial ability

Your ability to visualize objects in three-dimensional space gives you a unique view of the world. Because of this talent, you are much better than most people at imagining new designs including floor plans, page layouts, and three dimensional objects.

How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on spatial ability.

People like you are usually great when it comes to putting together assemble-it-yourself furniture or other household items — whether the items arrive with instructions or not. Your spatial skills also help you understand the finer points of how things work.

finally do finish....hmm...interesting!! hahax....ok i going to do more test now!!! =( byebye!!

2008-03-05T01:26:00.003+08:00

hi!! im back to blog again!!

see this beautiful picture?? it's done by yy and me!!!=D nice ba?? so artistic hor...the hair got special effects one...shiny!! we color the picture using sand...took hours to do finish ..hahas...cos we mix the sand to get the different colors!!! most of it is done by yy!! hehe.....but so fun!!=D

2008-03-05T01:07:00.004+08:00

played mario galaxy for awhile but i kept losing so i came here to blog instead!! today went out wif poly frens...we went to sentosa!! hahax.. we built sandcastles....and ate potato chips!! weiling havent send us the pictures yet, so cant upload here!! grr...=P we never do anything much actually! jus talk, eat, build sandcastle, rot in the sand, take pictures, play games....actually quite alot hor...!! ehehe..oh! wl wear shorts!! so sexy!!

after tt around 6 we went to vivo to eat!! eat in hongkong cafe..not bad...!! hmm...then we went to toy r us isit?? haha..i cant remember!! we walk walk around and play the toys...then we go play the 1 dollar toy machine....hehe....all of them got the same keychain except me...>=( ahhhh

then after tt we go home le!!!

our beautiful sandcastle!!=D nice ba?

credits: picture taken by penny
built by wan man and me
destroyed by weiling!!

2008-02-29T17:43:00.002+08:00

i accidentally used one of my game credits without knowing it!!! Ahh!! i think i also accidentally bought two more game credits...but i don't know how?!! it shows that i have bought it on my purchase history. US 9.90 for one...=( maybe they gave it to me for freee?? hahax.. nvm! can buy more online games now!=D

the game i accidentally buy is.....ghost in the sheet!!! it's very fun!! need alot of thinking...i'm stuck in the game already...=( hehe..

2008-02-28T03:17:00.002+08:00

yo!!!! today i went to watch ps i love u!!! its very touching!!! the guy died...and before he died he wrote many letters and send them to his wife on different dates!! so the wife received the letters like once every week!! so cool!

haha!! i just sent out future emails to everyone i know!!

http://www.bored.com/emailcapsules/index.php?save=1

its so cool!!! go try it!! :D write an email to me!!!!

haven finish writing yet...but its going to be 4!!!! i got to sleep or my mom will kill me..T_T
anyway just now i sneaked out of house to buy fries!! i skipped dinner and there was nothing to eat...so i had to buy food=( its so scary!! there's many drunk banglah around my house...hahax..and...i thought i saw a ghost!! =O

hmm..okay!! got to go now=( remember to write me an email=D

2008-02-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

uh oh...tmr's maths exam!!!! i havent done anything for maths for....4 days already?? actually i did, but nothing can get in...i just got a myspace account anyway!!! but i got bored with it after awhile, so i came to blog... tee hee!

watch this=)

sad

2008-02-16T04:30:00.001+08:00

this song describes how i feel now..

no mood to study..no mood to do anything...

except maybe playing cello......

cNY!!

2008-02-11T20:00:00.001+08:00

finally cny is over......yes!!!!! got lots of ang bao=D hehe......and ate alot of food!!!!! today finally can rest...yesterday went to my uncle's house to bai nian...the kids were so noisy!!! we played monopoly....so surprised that they noe how to play....cos i don't really know how.......=P haha....and....cant believe that my cousin is already pri 4!!!! and another pri 6!! wow....they still look so small and cute..haha..

the youngest one kept throwing tisssues at us when we were playing...then his older brother locked him out of the room...hahax...so cute..^^

and....cant realli remember what happen during cny le...cos i was busy eating and eating!!!

pictures!!!:D

busy eating

my mom and the puppy!!

ziying!! pri 4 alrdy^^me and yingying

me and babe!!! omg...my specs...T_T

cupcake baked by my brother!!!
playing with talia's toys^^

tts all for nOw!!!! im changing blogskin soon!! yay! byebye!

hairyPotter

2008-02-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

happy rat year!!!! hehe...thats my hamster...so cute right!! edited by my sister!!!!!=D

2008-01-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!! im addicted to youtube video!! NO! mus study!!!

NO!!! i dont want to study!!

NO!! MUS STUDY!!

hahax...i've decided that in my next life i want to be a child prodigy...and this life...i think...i want to be...a musician!!!! ARH.....!!!

omg...i mus take cello lessons!!!! i dont want to study anymore!!!! XD

NO! byebye!! need to gO back to the real world now!! aw=(

cheeeese!

2008-01-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

omg...so many things to do...but at least presentation is over!!!!! yesss!!!! mus go celebrate....hahax..today i brought my mini cello for presentation...all the end pegs broke...sigh..cos i stuff it inside my bag....:(

tmr waking up at 5 and it's going to be 2 soon..!!! gosh..confirm going to be late again...this whole week i everyday late for school.....T_T anyway tmr going to watch nyp co concert with yy....yeah! :D

yesterday i helped to paint my brother's room!! i painted faces on the wall..wahaha...btw, last week my bro baked a cheesecake!!! it's very nice!!!! i helped to stir the cheese mixture!! hehe..

*drool* so prretty!!!!111 :D yum!!

sigh.......got to go already........buhhhhbye:(

2008-01-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

jus now my laptop couldn't work!!! scared me!!!! luckily now can le.....

wow...long time nv blog? erm..wad to say? hahax...everyone is blogging abt 2008 and 2007!! er...for 2008....i will be more sensible de....hahax....sumarize everything...dono wad to write. my mind is in a whirl! school started already...but nothing much to do yet....except projects....

a little sad....but....what to do..

anyway, i felt better after reading. haha...

erm...dono wad to blog le...too tired...going to switch to my laptop now....byebye!!!!

2007-12-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

MeRRY belated christmas!!!!!

yesterday had orchestra prac.....still not familiar with the songs...omg...and concert is on 30!!!! 5 more days!! wow.......haha....

after prac me and ying went to vivo!!! we wanted to watch i am legend......but guess wad?? all sold out!!! only left the 9+ one....first row!!! then we watch national treasure instead.....it's nice!!! veri exciting...i love it!!! :D we sat at the first row!! so cool!! can only see the subtitles..wahaha...

oo...i got chocolates for christmas!!:D now i dont feel so good....ate too much chocolates......yummy...

okie...going to play neopets...haha......byebYe!!!!

2007-12-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!!! click the arrow!!!! everyone MUST watch this!! this person is so cool!! he can make music with his hands!! hahax...and it sounds funni too...wow.....i'm so amazed...=D

now i'm addicted to richard clayerderman's songs.....sick of listening to zelda songs already...hahax..piano is nice...nice sound....cello also nice=P nothing to do now....watching youtube videos again....i bought an online game yesterday!!! it's fun!! but very hard to play... T_T

very tired now......going to watch more videos now....byebye!!!take care!!=P

2007-12-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

my bro bought me a sweater for my birthday!!!!! and my sis bought me a crumpler bag!!!! wow!!!! me happii!!! ehehehe...thaaaaaanks!!!!!!!!!!! =D ^_______^

=)

2007-12-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

happi birdyday to me!!!! hahax...that siao irene..exactly 12am wish me happi birthday today...she want to be the last to wish me!! omg~ haha!

thanks to everybody for remembering my birdday! haha! yesterday ...ying call to wish me happi birthday...so exact ar...on the dot! hahax..then today i went to find her after school.....went to her mother shop...she surprised me with a cake!!!! wow!!! =D and also got make me a card and buy me an adidas watch!! the card is got put in alot of effort to do one ar!! hahax...so touched:) then after that we went to eat buffet...very expensive ar!! she treat me!! omg...i feel bad!!! but also very very touched!! we eat alot...got prawn, crab...icecream, sushi...alot!!! oh! and got chocolate marshmallow...veri nice! hahax..there got one chef cook until veri pro leh....we gave him a cake..:) and also got give to another girl working there.....and guess what?? they played birthday song for me!!!! omg!!!!! so cool!! hahax..so happi...i enjoyed myself alot!!! hee...thanks so much auntie ying for planning all these for me!!!!!!=D yay!!

yesterday got celebrate with htplw too! we went to playground there and eat ice cream cake at night!!! hahax...they celebrate me and jinghong birthday.. got a big lollipop from my daughter and a card from my granddaughter...=D hee thanks!!! i love it!! then....also got a thumbdrive from my poly friends...so shock leh...i go with them to buy de, but dont noe is buy for me one...!!omg..hahax...thanks ar!!! i love it too!!

now too tired to put pictures....after exam i will put pictures!!! but got not much picture...hahax..
going to sleep soon...thanks again to all my friends!!!! and family!! =P

2007-11-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

my blogskin is so cute!!!!!! Onion!!!!!! i love onions!! yummy!! cute and tasty.....

just now ate subway with my mom....we ate onions and sweet onion sauce!! =D

enough of onions......

going to admire my blogskin now........sayonara!!!!!!

2007-11-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

can't sleep.....so stress.....nono.....not stress, more like scared?? why should i be scared?? i really don't know!!!!!! tell me why!

tmr have school again...arhhh!!!! im supposed to like school, i think. i guess, maybe....i like it....a little........jus a little.

i think all this while i have not been thinking right....thats why im so confused....i don't know what i'm doing, what i'm saying......because i didnt understand! but now i know.....and i feel..........quite shocked....and a little amused.......and scared? and......i still feel lost........

i'm writing all these down bcos i don't want to forget!!! sometimes i can forget why i am feeling sad, or angry, or scared.....brain not working properly..

nvm........

pictures!!!

my pink music stand!!!!! so nice!!! hehe.......and the funny gingerbread man my sis brought home from work!! i ate the hand!!! muhaha..

and also, my cactus and remy........=( now in heaven...........

long post......2 + now.......5 hrs to sleep.....quite good.....but still not enough....my fault for not sleeping early.........i think i regret it now....

good night!!!!!!!

i hope tmr and everyday starting from tmr will be better, and i must hang on..........and i will do my best .............to cope

2007-11-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

so sad!! my hamster died today. Yesterday he already looked ill....his usual big eyes were small and he was so thin...today i went out wif my mama, and when i came back, he was lying on my sister's hand and could hardly move!!! i feel so heartbroken!

he kept gasping for breath too....after while he died. me and my sis went out to bury him....jus below our house....buried him, and left a stick there as a tomb.

first is mr cactus, now remy!!!! *watery eyes* bad year!!! hope next yr will be better ar.....

btw i bought a pink music stand!!!!! it's so nice!! :D my mom bought it for me!! yay....i'll upload the pictures when i can find the camera charger...:)

2007-11-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

AHH!!!!!! i dropped my violin!!! omg...........*heartbroken*

my poor violin!! luckily it's still in one piece.......the bridge fell off. i fixed it le......and i tune the strings to cello pitch!!! haha....

last week ying and me went to gramercy to buy the grade 5 books for our students........we couldn't find the last song.....there was a sale at gramercy!!!! 10% off the cellos!!!! wow!!!! i saw a really nice cello case.......it's blue.......it's very unique!! cost around 700+.....i asked my mom to let me buy, but she said no =(

oh! and i saw a really small cello!!!!!! it's really small, like thrice the size of a violin............my cello is 5 to 6 times bigger than a violin O_O and......i wanted to buy the cello stand.......and the children music stand....it's colorful.....nice......!! i want to buy the dance rustique music score too.......so many things i wan to buy.....jialat........better not go to gramercy anymore......

but........i really want the blue cello case....it's so pretty.....hahax.....hmm...maybe i'll work during the holidays.....then i can have money to buy it!! =D but my mother definitely wont let me buy it..... :(

got to go.....take care.......

2007-11-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

i jus woke up...i dreamt of my poly frens jus now......so strange....the dream isn't strange, but the feeling is. hahax....it's so real!! omg....i woke up and i tot it's time to go to school!!!! then i jumped out of bed....O_O i jumped from my double decker bed!!! omg.....XD

im so tired.....i think i heard my dad playing my violin while i was sleeping. hahax....jus now i was locked out of my house!! i came back and had no key to open the door....my father inside, but he sleeping.....then i call and ring the doorbell but he couldnt wake up T.T the SUDDENLY....i realise that the key is in my bag......ARghhhhhcisdcsdcl!!! T_T

cant blog anymore....got to do work!!! princess jus assigned me work to do....! cannot defy her orders.....lol....

byebye:(

2007-11-08T12:04:00.000+08:00

happi depavali!! hehe....

im watching my brother play wii.....so funny.......hahax......he's playing mario galaxy!!!! i wan to play too =( but i've got so many work to do.....i'll never get any work done becos i keep watching him play and also, i'm addicted to youtube......T.T

school is better now.....but still got some problems. makes me don wan to go school.....

lol.....mario galaxy is so funny!!!! mario runs so funny....

ARHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh im so stress!!!!!!

anyway christmas is coming!!! yay........happy..........=)

2007-11-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

happi birthday to my father!!

went to eat swensens wif my dad and mom today! my mother keep choosing wad she wan to eat! nv let my dad choose...haiz...she always like tt one...we eat the free icecream, and salmon baked rice, and 2 spaghetti...my dad hardly eat..i think he very unhappy there ba. my mother choose all those got free item one....or got promotion one...nv choose wad my dad wan to eat....:(

jus now i went to the kitchen, then saw my dad playing hula loop. LOL! so funni....he play awhile then sweat alot....the hula hoop keep falling down one... xD he tell mi about controlling our food intake...hahax..then after that i went to do jap. then did programming for awhile..

no mood to study.....feel like sleeping in class too....dun like school...but working is worse. arhh..i feel so not confident in school....why.....

went to watch "The last breath" wif my mom. it's a korean show....never ever watch korean horror movies!!!! always no meaning one.....and dun understand one...haha!! but the love shows is nice.....i like the part where the ghost grin at her daughter. it's so scary!!!!!

got to go sleep :( have to wake up at 6 tmr. haiz...i jus want to sleep ...

munaida india!

2007-10-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

i've nothing to do so im blogging again!!! i keep blogging...im addicted....O_O

today...is the most embarrassing day ever. sigh...standard one....everyday also embarrassing...zzzz...

i say later ok......

btw i totally forgot about my student's grade 5 exam!!!! and the deadline for registration is over!!!!! omg......luckily there is extented deadline for late registration until 26 oct, which is tommorrow. ahhhhh...why am i so blur!!!! cant stand myself....T.T tmr gotta go register after school....hope i can remember....

anyway, the embarrassing thing is..............today me, wan man, penny and joanna went to amk mos burger to eat. we ordered le, then when the girl served me my mos dog meal, she told me that i have to wait for my fries to come. then i say okay i know.....in CHINESE. btw im CHINESE hor.

then........her face totally changed!!! she look at me, stunned, then she say "wo yi wei ni shi ying du ren!!!" OMG!!!!! then my frens laugh at me...T.T then she keep coming back to say that i look too black. waaaa.....damn ps.......the person sitting next to us also heard it loh....and he tell me to dye my hair into ang moh color......

hahax...so funni....first time ppl say i indian!!! so big difference!!! omg....im so....traumatised...

argh....hope i wont be so blur tmr.....i go eat supper now...yay.......

byebye:)

2007-10-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

1am now and i gotta wake up at 5am tmr......5am!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh

jus now i got sleep awhile....thats why not tired...i wanted to do my jap hmk....but i didnt!! i have no self disipline....T.T sigh....

but i did my maths hmk. using laptop!! so cool....first time use laptop do hmk leh.... XD

anyway my mom won 4d. 2nd prize! she keep laughing and yahoo-ing. she mad le. sigh....money can change a person. >=( hahax....she gave me 10$ $_$

i wan to learn piano....and violin.....and flute.... :( and baking....and cooking......zzzzzz.....im tired...lol...

school is better now....going to school helps me forget my problems.....but it adds to my problems too....wahaha.....im beginning to walk so weird now...i think i have no confidence...:( i need to go somewhere far far away...........

T.T

2007-10-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i almost lost my laptop today! i left it in a trolley.....then after around 10 mins then my mother realise i dun have my laptop and we ran back to giant. omg.....luckily someone gave my laptop to customer service. thanks tO that person!!!!! T_T omg....scared me...i jus bought it only sia....sigh...why am i so......blur.......

today damn tired in school.....almost fell asleep in the first lesson already....i wanted to skip the rest of class but i didnt.....after school i went to meet my mother at IMM....i waiting for the shuttle bus then got one lady came and hailed a cab...and she ask me to get in!!! omg....then i confused....cos listening to songs....and i went in....lol.......she also going to IMM....wah....so good:)

so far still got no projects....hahax...goody........but.....everyone saw my picture in heucampus le...so damn ps.....T.T going to make a new admin card soon...yeah........

hmmmm.....tt's all fOr now!!! going to play wiiiiiii........haix....i miss mr cactus....

byebye.... :(

2007-10-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

my cactus died.

haix.....

i think it's dead. the stem is brown and sort of transparent. i didnt know that cactus can die.......maybe i didnt let it listen to music enough.... :(

now no one to accompany me when im lonely.........

i love u mr cactus *cry*

zelda!!!!!

2007-10-17T18:08:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!! this person here is so talented!!!! he is playing most of the songs in zelda. he figured out the songs himself! u must listen to it....i like the back ones most....i must go figure out how to play these songs on cello!!! i want to learn the piano.....

wow wow wow.....i feel like playing zelda all over again....waaa....why did it have to end so fast?? lol.....i wan marry this guy!! xD he is so super talented....!!! hahax...

hmm...school has started....i everyday feel like sleeping....even when surfing net....only until i saw this video then i feel awake....haha....so far i only like jap and maths......the rest quite boring....i keep wanting to sleep......die ar......

okie i go and listen to the song again....lol......take care!! ;)

2007-10-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

i completed zelda!!!!! the coolest game ever.....how did they do all the programming?? so clever....dono how they managed to complete doing this game....it's so hard....lol...

haix...now got one less game to play....but also good...cos school going to reopen....so sad....school.....haix....i don wan to study wad im studying now....i like my course....but...its super hard....we have programming too....it drives me nuts...but it's really cool....can create many games with programming, jus like zelda....

i feel so stress trying to keep up with things...haix.........later school start im going to be more stress le....why?? why am i always so stress????

yawn.....so tired.....i go surf net le....bb....take cares

2007-10-04T15:34:00.000+08:00

jus now i played gOlf with my dad....lol...not real one....play using wii....guess who win????

me!!!!! wahaha...but he keeps winning me in bowling...lol ^^ so funni....he play until very ji dong...my mother also got play wii....hahaha...its very addictive!!!! but i play zelda until very sian....so damn hard to play....=(

lol...my dad now playing golf...he keep getting triple bogey..hahax...

now the house very peaceful...cos my mother not at home to nag....wahaha..she yesterday come home nag until night...T_T cos i nv clean up the house...then very messy...but today i got clean the house ar.... :D

2007-09-26T02:48:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!! i now using my laptOp to blog!!!! my brother helped me to install everything le....yay!! cool!! =D

now holidays...super good...everyday play game. im addicted to the legend of zelda...is a game...super fun!! haix...dun wish for school to start yet.....school is stressful..

hahax...hmm..nv do much actually....jus play game and gO out de....sometimes prac cello..now watching youtube videos!!! ^^

okie...next time then update...byebye..take care!!!!!!!!!!!

my cat:)

2007-09-11T04:04:00.000+08:00

ahh so cute!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

omg..im tagged!!! =O

The person who tagged you :- SILING

Your relationship with her :- she's my daughter!!

Your 5 impression of her :
1. cute
2. very cheerful!!
3. humorous
4. good figure!! xD
5. dun like to study(LOlx..same same la)

The most memorable thing she has done for you : draw alot of tortise in my textbook!! omg..

The most memorable words she said to you : stupid cello daddy! wahahaha..

If she becomes your lover, you will? OmG...i will..divorce my husband??

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : buy me more sweets!!

If she becomes your enemy, you will? try to solve the problems between us

The reason why she becomes my enemy? erm...cos i cuter than her? oops!

The most desire thing you would like to do for her : draw alot of tortise in all her textbook=X

Your overall impression of her : a very mad girl!! always laugh non stop de..when i wif her confirm will go mad also..wahahaha..
___________________________________________________________________
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. happy family
2. happy friends
3. more shirts!!
4. more bags!
5. another cello (heh. jus kidding xD)

How do you think people around you feel about you : erm...quiet ba..or blur??

The character you love about yourself : imaginative

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : not social enough

The most ideal person you would like to be with : my teacher!!! *gasp*

What do you want to say to your loved ones : i really cherish all of u!! im sorry if i did anything wrong...thanks for being there for me!!:)

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. SILING
2. irene
3. jin san shun
4. ziwei
5. daryl
6. yanting
7. lemon
8. sushi
9. george

#8 is having relationship with : erm..mr sushi?

#9 female / male :- male

How about #3 and 4 :- 3-female. 4-male

What's #2 studying about :- engineering!!

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : yesterday?? in msn!! but she disappear halfway:(

What kind of music does #8 like : almost all music!!

Does #6 has any siblings :- one sisteR

Will you woo #3 :- noo..i will let her woo me first..xD

How about #7 :- haha! cannot..got alot of guys waiting to woo her leh..

Is #4 single :- nope!

Surname of #5 :- lOk

Nickname of #1 :- tortise..??wahahaha

What's the hobby for #5 :- music, watching dvds

Do #5 and 9 get along well :- noo..they dono each other..lols

Where is #3 studying at :- nanyang poly! :D

Have you tried develop feelings for #1:- LOlx..of cos! but dono how i become her mamie also..

Where does #9 live :- i think orchard? :D

What colour does #4 dislike :- dun have ba=)

Is #1 and 3 best friends :- nope..dono each other de..hahax

Does #7 likes #2 :- also dono each other..

How do you know #2 :- same sec schoOl!!

Does #5 owns a pet :- nope

phew..finally finish doing...ARHh..veri tired now!! should i sleep?? hahax..omg..im talking to myself...i go play game now...remember to do this hor!! :)

depressed

2007-08-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

yoyo..

im studying now...thurs last paper liaO...programming!!! haix...i really dono how to do ah...the most i can do is to memorise and try to understand the code ba..pray that thurs ques will be similar to this paper...or else...i really dono how!!!! :'(

these few days really no mood to study..had tO force myself to read...arghh..veri sad ah....realli no mood study!!!!!!! today is our html exam..saw him!! wahaha..so sad...cant see him again.. xD lol...see..studying can make one go mad...muhahaha

yesterday cello section got scolded again...haix..nvm..jiayou cello............

gotta go back study le.... *watery eyes* hahax...take care ar

exam fever!!!!!

2007-08-25T04:36:00.000+08:00

AHH.....i cant get tO sleep T_T nooooo...tmr sure got black eye again...sigh..... :(

how come everyday around 4am i can smell food...yesterday is curry..today is pasta...hahax!! dono who cooking...make me hungry only...

cannot sleep..cannot study...cannot eat..ahhhh...so torturing... xD

hmmmm........so long nv blog le....wad to blog ah?? hahax..so sian..only NYp still got exam...sobsob...

omg...so late le....going to 5am already!!!!! ARHH...even my hamsters are sleeping already...T_T

some pictures of my hamsters

hehe....cute right!! awww... :)

2007-08-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy burfday singapORe!!!!!! yay!!! :D

big red bUtton!!! Click it cliCk it!!!!

2007-07-30T08:21:00.000+08:00

Put The Big Red Button on your site too!

QUicK!!! click it or the wOrld will explode!

CLick it!!!! i know u want tO:) wahaha..

school fever

2007-07-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

boO! wahaha..

just came back from school....and i practiced cello a little..suddenly felt like practicing cello..yeah! so long nv prac cello le....hahax..i jus anyhOw practice de...play some songs for mr cactus:) he hasn't grOw much:( hahax..i feel like buying the moving plaNt for mr cactus!!! so cute!!!

hmmm...nOw got many projects to rush ah...so tired....

many things happening in schOol...haix..veri stress...don't like school le...in school i'm not myself...:( haix....today my favOurite lecturer nv come..so sad....cannot listen to his stories le..hahax..O no....got many projects to rush...can't blOG le..hahax...actually i have many things tO say de...but i dono how to say...haix...i don wan gO school!!!:'( waaaaaaa

take care take care..miss me:)

*********

oh!! i jus remembered..when i was walking home from school today, i saw a guy with a hearing aid. i felt sorry for him....cos it seemed like he was trying to hear what his friends were chatting about...he was walking at the back while his friends walked in front..so ke lian...dono why...but i felt sad when i saw him....he only wore one hearing aid on his left ear...hehe..mine is on the right cannot hear...hmm...

im so tired....zzz....going to be 3am le...jialat ah...always so late sleep..oo...btw my hamster is giving birth again soon!!! :D yay

2007-06-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

yoyo..

hahax..so long nv blOg le...don feel like blogging anymore.. :( maybe will blog once in a blue moOn ba :D

jus now my hp drop..so heartbroken sia..the sOund so loud...sob..jus got this hp, and already drop for more than 5 times? omg..i have butter hands..hahax..

today went fOr my checkup at NUH..first time i gO alone for my checkup!! then i quite nervous today..dono why...i went there tO check my ears...i tot is go for backbone checkup!! omg..reach there then i knOw is check ears..wah..i becoming more and more blur...hahax..=X as usual, gOt to listen for sounds through the earphOne...then when gOt hear sound mus press the button. i nO mood do ah...cos the sounds all so soft one...so torturing!!! mus strain to hear....then i anyhOw press..gOt sort of scolded by the doctor...he said "Jolene, please press only when you hear something, or else it is very hard for me to see" hahax...then after that i really tried my best to listen..i was quite nervOus....

anyway, after the test, the doctor asked me if i would like to use a hearing aid..wah!!!! i so shocked when i heard that..! i tOt my hearing become worse le...then i say nonono...then he laugh at me sia...he say it would be better for me to put on one..wah..i don wan to put hearing aid!!! i can hear perfectly de :( waa..but my hearing still stable...never change..phew..

sO after that, i go to another room...then got this female doctor..she veri good one..veri friendly..she ask if i wan to do a...erm..something like head scan...like scan the ears to see if anything wrOng..haix..more scary..wOrse check up ever....she ask me to discuss with my parents..cos it's better to do one..then she press the bOne of my mouth...she say my jaw look quit uneven..then ask one doctor to come over and look...then they discuss abOut my jaws..i didnt listen..hahax..i was daydreaming..

then after that can go home le..yea!! next year have to do checkup again..sO sian...but nvm..still long..muhaha..i gO play pangya le.. :) take care everyone..

2007-05-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

aiyO!!! i forgot my password for blogger again..this is the 2nd time T_T dono y cannot lOg in...hahax..i better start tO update more frequently..

hmmm..our test already started...we had a graphic design assessment last week...15%!! i so dead ah...i don nOe wad i doing also..not looking forward to going to school on mOn le..cos got graphic design..hahax..next week there's a programming quiz..then got practical...then another next week we have anOther test..i dono wad module is that..lucky is a open boOk test...haix..starting to get stressed le...we have to hand up our our own webpage on week 16!!! omg...so hard sia..=(

this week i everyday sleep 3 hOurs only...veri tired ah...yesterday i slept for 11 hOurs!! hahax..but im still tired...u see la! whO tell u go choose a school that is so far away! =X LOlx..actually i like my school..it's veri nice..i mean..then environment veri nice..i like the mushroom trees! sO cute..ahahaha..recently gOt a lot of mixed feelings...dono hOw to say..haix..dun feel like gOing to school...sO tough ah...i still prefer secondary school.. :(

2007-05-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

wow...i spend abOut 15 mins trying to log in to my blogger account!! long time nv update le...hahax...forgot my password alsO.. T_T im still waiting fOr my sis to do my blogskin!! >=( babe!!! where my blogskin! wahahaha..

hmm....school is okay...beginning tO adapt...now still not that busy but i think we're going to have to do alot of projects and assignments soon...it's getting harder too..especially programming..but it's quite fun...but also frustrating...now we're doing the BMI calculator!!! so cool..

yay..later gOing out! finally no school...so tiring sia..everyday gOt to wake up at 5!!! now i'm like panda already...wahahaha..

er....i forgot wad i want to update le...hahax..nvm...update again soon!!! yeah...^^

2007-05-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! omg..so long nv blog le...almost one month le...

hmmm...i've started school. Still adapting to eveything...hahax...i like my course. but i dun like the data and networking things...our course is actually part of engineering i think...that's why have to learn all these. sob....

er...now im trying to figure out how to do the code for the commission calculator...this is for programming de...so complicating!!! so i come here to blog instead..wahahaha..hmm...the lecturers are okay...we have a frog for our lecturer..hahax..cos his name is same as the name of the frog in meet the robinsons...=X shh..

nowadays i nv prac cello le...dono wad happen...dun feel like practicing..haix..but i already joined symphonic orchestra in school...so i can force myself to practice...but then the practice clash with syco practice...=( i haven go for the practice yet...next week then go..so sian ah...still mus bring cello...so tiring...waaaa...

veri hungry now...jus woke up only...cos i too tired then went to sleep..hahax..so jialat..now got things haven do....=( hahax..oh...our school food all not nice one...nono...not the food..the rice..very sticky and tasteless...only the bubble tea nice..hahax...next time jus stick to macdonalds can le...mac the best!!! wah.......haven do my assignments..how ah!!!! feel like playing game...

hmm...okieokie...gtg dO work le....hahax..tk care everybody!!! yay...i finally blog:)

orienatatiOn

2007-04-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! here to blOg abt my orientation...yesterday was the last day, and the best day! cos we just watched the performance and played some games..then the best thing is we could go home at 1...usually orientation is from 9 to 6!!!! so tiring...

the 2nd day was the worst...had to wake up really early..then we played a lot of games..plus we also had a briefing on our course..we played a game called "blow wind blow", and i kept losing..so i had to do a forfeit with 2 other guys who lost..AHH..the OGLs are super evil!! they made us do cute, drama..etc..poses...and then took our pictures..omg..T_T but the games are quite fun..=) only it was veri hot..and we couldnt take the escalators or the lift..cos we're not allowed to. guess wad we had for lunch? rice with egg and chilli with some fried onions..tt's all!!!! egg rice! LOLx..

the last day we watched our classmates dance...they danced veri well!!! then there was a play by the OGLs..veri funny...overall, orientation was nOt bad!!! =D but im still glad it's over..cos..i dun have to wake up so early anymore..until school starts...:( hahax..thanks Ogls fOr making our orientation such an enjoyable one!!!:)

2007-04-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

boO!! today's my 1st day of orientation at NYP! haix..feels veri weird...not used to going back to school..erm..we watched the seniors perform..it's veri funni..then got talks by the nyp people..and we played games after that..

hahax..veri tiring ah...tmr still have orientation..8hrs somemore..ahhhhhhhhh....dun feel like going=(

happy belated april foOl:)

2007-03-12T13:43:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i got the music and lyrics songs..way back into love and pop goes my heart..the shOw is not bad..funni show..i like music shows! the songs are realli nice...the show is about a guy trying to compose a song for a singer..when they finally got the song right, it's like..so happy..^^ it's a true story too! wah..i've watched almost all the moovies!! went to watch letters from iwo jima too..not veri nice..quite disappointed..

recently im veri tired..no energy...i feel so dreamy..but i slept alot yesterday..so..im back to normal le..gotta prac cello soon..dono whether i should still try nafa..i haven prac for a long time..i still don noe how to play some parts of haydn..haix..soo tired ah!!! going to play pangya:) yay..

exam is OvER!!!!

2007-03-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

yoyo..this morning i took my theory test!! finally ah..hahax..it's better than what i expected..at least can do..first ques was on intervals..! so happi ah..cos i noe how to do intervals..wahaha..but got one 10m ques i dono how to do..but i got anyhow do..haix..dono ah..but hope to pass..got alot of kids taking the test too..im around the oldest=X

hahax..the hardest part was the composing of melody..omg..i took around 30 to 40mins doing that..so hard..have to think of how the note sounds like..the dynamics, tempo..so damn hard!!!! but im glad it's over..hahax..veri stressed over my theory..now that it's over..i can relax!!! yay!! i wan watch moovie!:)

oo..i found a website that can let u download free songs!!! but i cant remember what i wanted to download le..today's my mom bdae! hope she likes her seal plusHie..hahax..

hmm..im so tired now..so strange!! normally at these hour im veri awake de..hahax..but i don feel like sleeping..i feel like playing games..feel like chatting..!:D yay..exam is over!!!

You got a dream, yOu got to protect it

2007-03-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

yoyO!! i changed my blogskin..is it nice?? hahax..i used this blogskin before de..i wanted to find the other blogskin i used yrs ago..it's has 2 girls in it too..and is black and white..veri nice one..but i cant find it..so i decided to use this! i like it..it's veri cute! :D

yesterday the jae results came out..i gOt in nanyang poly!! multimedia and infocomm technology...so happi!!! realli veri grateful to my friend for helping mi with the registratiOn..thanks!!!

today i did alot of music theory..i finally understood how to do intervals..but still got alot dun understand..later study again..yea! determination!! i went to watch pursuit of happiness with yy..it's veri meaningful and touching..

"Don't ever listen to what they tell you. You can do something. You got a dream, you got to protect it. People can't do something themselves, they want to tell you you can't do it. You want something, go get it."

taken from the movie!! veri veri nice..mus go watch!!

i love the sOund of cellO!

2007-02-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

i jus came acrOss this video in youtube!!! this song is ju hai tai..the beginning is cello..then after that is jay chou's singing. it's a veri veri veri nice song!! siling send tO me de..hahax..i love it!!! the cello part veri nice..i wan to learn how to play..!!:) i love the sound of cello..yea!!!

happi new eaR!!

2007-02-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

wow..im using new blOgger! so confusing..shouldnt have change..hahax..

so long nv blog le...cos cny..no time..hahax..went to watch just follow law..so funni! the ah ma got blog sia! laozhabor.blogspot.com...omg!!! go see! but i think is other ppl create one..

i had a weird dream yesterday!!!! i dreamt that i was flying in the air, with my cello!! i was using a parachute...a strong one...i was very scared, but i didnt noe how to get down..there was something wrong with the parachute..it wont go down! so i stayed in the air for a very long time...i dono where i was..there was a lot of mountains and grass..the scenery is quite nice..but it was really cold up there..i kept hugging on to my cello..then suddenly, i fell down...maybe the parachute couldnt take me and my cello's weight anymore..hahax..er..i landed on grass..but my cello was smashed apart..then i dono wad happened le..but suddenly i was in the mrt...i saw my friend..then we chatted...then i woke up...so scary..

i forgot wad i wanted to blog le..hahax..feeling a little scared..the dream..it's so real!! wahaha..ok..enOugh of the dream..er...i gOt two red packets in pangya!! so cool!!! but inside not much money..=( wahaha..nvm.. real money is better..going to spend all my hongbao money!!! =X jus kidding...

the jae results gOing to come out le...after that is my theory exam..haix..no confidence..i have a lot of things dun understand..i keep slacking ah...later really have to study...

happi new eaR everyone!!!!:D

:)

2007-02-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

yOz! im back..hahax..im listening to haydn cOncerto now..addicted le..recently i like to listen to classical songs more.. dono why too..but i realli think that cellO sounds nice..hahax..it's very rich and the pitch is jus right..not too high or low..but then when i prac cello, the sound is not the same as the recordings..then veri stressed dun feel like practicing le..i nv prac bach or haydn these few days..cos not in the mood..haix..i don noe wad happened too..i used to want to prac cello everyday de..but now..i donO wad happen..i dun even prac long anymore..only around 30mins..dono where all my confidence and motivation go le..haix..

but then i will prac hard de..wont disappoint my teacher and friends..they have been helping me..trying to help me get into poly..especially yy ma!! thanks for motivating and encouraging me. im realli very tOuched:) thanks sO much!! i will jia you de! but...im realli very nervous ahh..the results going to be release le..haiX..good luck to the o level peoples!:)

DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!! do theory until veri veri veri fan ahhhhhhh.......so many months le still cannot remember my scales...why am i so stupid! haix..i jus do half a page already veri stressed le...keep getting distracted ah...cello only prac 15 mins on haydn...tmr have to perfOrm for teacher!!!!! die ah.............die die die....DIE!!!!!!!!!:(

hahax..the pic sO cute....guess wad it is.....

it's an oniOn!! so cute...im not going to eat onions again..:)

jia lat ah..

2007-01-25T13:51:00.000+08:00

hihi!! sO long nv update le!! muhahaha..cos too busy playing games...i just downloaded audition!! havent play..i wan download 02jam and kongkong too..but cannot..or later keep playing le. sigh..pangya down again..patch again..sO sian..hahax..die le ah..addicted le..

haix..jus now i play haydn play until veri fan ah...still cannot play well!! i keep slacking...nv prac cello nv do theory..haix..sO stressed ahhhhhh!!!!!!! oo..audition download finish le..yay..:) later then play...now mus do theory!!! hahax..cannOt slack le..cannot cannot cannot!!!!!! yesterday got sy prac...then i had to play haydn in front of everyone! play until very jialat..haix..so sad..

cello gOt 4 new members le..got one very young de..she veri smart..teach her once she know le..the rest haven realli heard them play yet..nvm..next week their turn to perform!!! muahhaha...this yr sy gOt 10 cellOs!! good good right! hmm..the cOnductor quite strict..then..his english veri cute..hahax..

oo..gtg chiOng my theory le..hahax..haix..feel like playing...waaa..

tk care!! jia yOu everyone!!

2007-01-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

jus finished practicing cellO!!! yea! but only for less than 30 mins..and still have many things dono how to play..but..i promise i will jia you de! i've been listening to the haydn concerto played by jacqueline du pre again and again! i like her trills and vibrato..the sound is very rich and nice..and the allegro part is very lively..

i fell dOwn from the chair yesterday..cos i keep rocking it..hahax..then i use my hand to break the fall..so now my hand is a little painful..a little sOre..cannot move very fast when playing cello..omg..nvm..rest awhile first..listen to haydn cOncerto! =D

so tired..i woke up at 10 today but i went back to sleep...and woke up at 3..omg..cos yesterday couldnt sleep..prac cello at night..i think i can concentrate more in the night..in the morning im more sleepy..

oo..guess tt's all le..jia you everyone!!! let's wOrk hard together! dun give up..

happy 2007

2007-01-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

hallO!!!!! oops! so long nv update le...this is my first 2007 entry!! wOw!!! =D im listening to haydn concerto by jacqueline du pre!! so nice..dono when i can play as good as her..waaa..muhahaha..i think the audition for poly and nafa should be around feb..stressed ah..then my theory exam at march!!!! omg omg..

last week..nono..last month..or last yr? =X went to escape with yy ma!!! so fun! we keep playing rainbow and pirate train..muhaha..yy wanted to sit wet&wild de..but i don dare..even though got take once before..in the end wanted to take one..but close le..=( we went to the haunted house twice..2nd time more scary..hahax..cOs at night le..then we play the carnival games...almost won...missed just by a little! but the girl don wan give us tOy...hahax..think veri strict one ba..nvm! we play other rides...then went out to play arcade..and eat..saw the shanghai bOnd..lol..quite nice..hahax..then we go back again..take free snack and ice cream..then play again..hahax..so fun..!

btw night at the museum is very nice!!! very funni and also touching..must go watch!! the dinosaur is so cute..i feel like watching it again..hahax..spent alot of money at movies le..but nvm..very wOrth it =D omg..got so much things to update that i dono what to update..hahax..okie..gOtta go prepare to go out le..tk care everyone..! happy 2007 :)

2006-12-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

today whOle day sick..felt so drowsy..and keep sneezing and sleeping. wasted one whole day. nv prac cello..nv do theory..omg..then next yr O level results will be released early! i havent fix date with the audition teachers..cannot contact ji laO shi..haydn play not good..headache ah..

last tues went to mh house..he went through haydn with me..got alot of mistakes plus the music gan jue is not right..mh play so good! his vibrato all these..wow..wOnderful..but me..still no improvements..haix..i mus work hard! yea!

christmas cOming le..hahax..but then my christmas spirit disappear le...cos too stressed le...i everything alsO stressed de..growing up is tough ah..AHH~

2006-12-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

yoyoz..yesterday went back to pasir ris for the last prac..i reach at around 3pm..then 4.30 prac stop le..omg..i thought until night then stop..hahax..then we sit bus back to boon lay..

i didnt want to go home so early..so went to JP...shouldnt have went there. so many ppl!! want to go arcade..but no place put cello..want to eat...but also no place to put my cello..so end up went to mac again..omg..i felt guilty after eating mac..so fattening..so i carried my big heavy cello and walked home..lolx..before that i went to the library..finally i get to sit on the beanbags!! =D so comfOrtable wor..wahaha..

later gotta prac cello wor..i got do one theory paper before coming to blog..see..now got disipline le..wahaha..but i still dun have much confidence in my cello playing..haix..of all concertos why haydn?? i wan..erm..bach concerto! yea! lol..im very stressed now..thats why keep blogging..? erm..i dono..arghhh..

dono wad he say is true or nOt...but...i think i have some feelings for him..but..how can that be? erm..i dono..dun wan to think of these things le..i jus wan to be with my friends..

2006-12-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

im cOughing like nuts...has been going one for days le. it's a morning cough..very xin ku..very tired ah..later still gotta go cc camp..i nv stay overnight..nOt used to it..lol..so yesterday asked my dad to fetch me home..he asked wad my decisions are..i told him im choosing digital media in sp nt yr...music will be my second choice..i love it..but it's true that in singapore, music wont get u anywhere..unless u're really good..during this yr, i've heard opinions from many ppl, and most of them tell me music is useless in sing...only one out of ten tell me to go for my dreams..

so..i decided to have a diploma in studies first..i really hope to get in digital media..hope cello can save me..haix..but now ji laO shi is overseas..and i dono wad to do..my haydn isnt getting any better..and next yr i have theory exam..*scream* im really nervous..anyway, i really pity my dad for having to work without resting much all week..nowadays cannot get much passengers..and u know wad!! got 2 passengers sat his taxi..then they run out without paying..$18! wa lao..so angry..! do they know how hard my dad has to work! these ppl are so cruel..

btw my bro bought a PS2!! wah!!! so cool! there's a dog game inside..very fun one! it's like taking care of a real dog..when u call out to it it will come over de..but u mus record ur voice so it recognises u..then can teach it how to do tricks!!! can play bubbles with it...when u blow..there will be bubbles de..hahax..so fun..then some of the games inside is like arcade games.. =D hahax..

okie..gOing off to play pangya le! or later cant play..wahaha..pangya! <3 lolx...dun worry i will prac cello and do my theory also de..^^ take care everyone!

scary dream

2006-12-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

tOday actually wanted to go mu he house prac cello de...but i overslept..so..end up nv gO T_T hahax..so i went back to sleep. i had this really scary dream. i dreamt i found a instruction booklet on how to take out each organ from ur body. so weird...then i chose the most easy organ to take out...i think the lungs or kidney..omg..then i take out! erm..then i wanted to put back..but i dono how..the book nv teach!! then i very scared..i was in pain..then i woke up le..i got dream bout a lot of things..but somehow i only can recall this..i wonder wad this dream means...

i didnt prac much cello..cos..haydn is so hard to play...then i no mood to play le..die ah..er..but today got learn quite a lot of theory..learnt alot from matt...=D thanks!!! i finally understand many things..things that the music cd nv teach..hahax..

then jus nOw playing pangya...the person i played with..she hole in one!!!!! omg..i see le stunned ah...so pro...T_T hahax...pangya is so fun...oops~ i shouldnt be playing pangya...ARHHH..should prac cello..haix..hard ah..one day gone jus like dat...so fast..

2006-12-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!! yay!! today gOt prac 3 hrs of cello!! goody.. :D mostly is prac hadydn concerto and js bach...i can play a little of the whole concerto le..some parts realli cannot figure out how to play..but..im realli thankful for the youtube haydn concerto video!!! cos..without it, i wont know how to play le...=D i beginning to like the song le..it's quite nice..espescially the allegro part..

nOw no teacher le..haix..quite worried..and lost..i dono how to prac ah...haix.....

i bought 2 puremilk shirt..christmas de...soo cute!!!! :D i saw the t shirt in teens magazine and i fell in love with it right away...wahahaha..erm..it's not that nice..i dono why i like it too..but it's quite cute..hahax..haven buy my fren present...and...i need money now...but there's no concerts to perform in now.. :( haix..

saw many dancing christmas trees in JP...so cute..i wan..! the tree got wear christmas hat somemore..hahax..so funni...