today is my 3rd day of work le. so far still okay, but alittle stress le. on the first day, i used my company's video software to make some videos. very slack! but on the 2nd day, i had to start on my work le:( consists of database and programming!! hai, then very stress. today i kept editing the database structure cos still not very correct. my supervisor guided me along. hope tmr can complete it! then today i keep eating and eating. cos at my workplace there's a mini cafe called auntie's diner. it's named after the auntie in our company. haha!! so cool. then there's alot of snacks and drinks and we can just take and eat! i ate 1 and a half packet of pocky today, and 4 blueberry sandwiches. alittle regret...eat so much. hai..cos too bored at work le. i even doze off a few times. =X very tired! so i went to the toilet to sleep awhile and wash my face. hai....still cannot adapt to working life=( but the environment there realli not bad...and my colleagues are nice. 

tmr gotta bring my cello to work!! cos after tt mus go syco. aiyo! very long nv go le. super nervous. ahh....haven't pack my cello, my bag.... T.T okay, i got to go le! bye!! jiayou to all my friends doing attachment and fyp!!! 

today was quite strange. i started thinking about the past and then i got this sinking feeling. like i suddenly felt so lost. i just kept thinking again and again and again. haiz...at night i started to feel alittle better, but just now i look through some pictures and the sinking feeling is back again. =( until now, i still cant adapt to my living style. i don feel like going to bj anymore. i miss my fren..

so...actually today i did nothing except think...watch tv,and play games...no more exams le but i'm so bored at home. 

today i feel like i'm back to the old me. i wish i can stay like that forever.