OMG OMG!!! pangya can play le!! yay!! i gOt two halloween candy cos today halloween! so goody! yay.. :) hahax..yesterday i go back cc le..got one song the tempo damn hard..wah..sian ah! then got one song is sco play before de..super nice! and and..got da chang jin!!! wah! james write one..pro man..hahax..yay!! i love the song..got cello solo also..damn nice ah!

went tO the fu lu shou there to ask about the job. teach cello one! ji lao shi intro one..but the person say mus theory and practical cert then can teach blah blah..so in the end..cannot teach..haix..sO disappointed ah..but..also not ready to become teacher..hahax..so nvm ba..take grade first..yea..! :D after that gO ying ying ma house stay!!! yay!!!! we tidy up the room..veri messy..hahax..so fun..after that the room sO clean le!!! wah..then we veri happi!! hahax..

later hav to prac cellO..or esle die le..so now mus play pangya first..wahaha..can ma? awhile only..then i will gO prac..yay!!!!

PANGya still cannot play!!!! ArH!!!!! sob..i wan play pangya i wan play pangya! why mus there be this patch thing? last time maple also liddat..then i cannot log in..so i gave up maple..wahaha..but pangya is much much more fun then maple! from morning until now i was trying to get into pangya..but still cannot.. :(

so i think i should learn some music theory first..then pray that pangya works tmr..i've got flu..so tired..dono tmr how..omg..i <3 PANGya!!! wahaha..anyone who wans to play..i can lend u the cd..sigh..pangya..i miss u so much..please get well soon..btw the shop below my house sells PANGya a-cash cards!!!! OMG! i wan to buy!! then can buy those cute cat mittens and decoration stuffs fOr me and my fren! wow..

i wan to play pangya...PANGYA PANGYA!!!! hahax..i also got to other things today, beside thinking abt pangya..got prac cello for er..15 mins..omg! im supposed to prac for 4 hours!!!!! haix..if i dun work hard then sure cannot get into nafa de..i mus work hard..mus work hard..!! mus jia yOu!! everyone jia yOu also! ^_____^

AH i wan play PANGya! they gO extend the patch from 7 to 11..OMG! how can they do this to me! i feel deprived of play... T_T wahaha..i jus learnt the tomahawk shot..it's so cool!!! wow!! today i went by a golf shop..it's so nice!! so many golf clubs..i wan to buy one..i used to think that golf is bOring..but after playing pangya..i decided that golf is fun! :) yay!! PANGYA PANYA!!

haix..my fren's fren jus died recently. he gOt hit by vehicle i think..then he flew off his bike..and was slammed onto a lamp post. so sad right..life is so unpredictable de..haix..only18 years old..so sad..to all my friends, mus take care okie..be careful on the road..life is precious..!

i realised i nv update for a long time..and i felt sort of weird so i came to update. actually i donO wad i wanna update also. but i am going to update anyway. wahaha..!!!

i just prac cellO..for 2 hours..can play le..but can improve..hahax..then after 30 mins of practicing my hmk i started to play those concertos again. haha.. i found this song which i played long ago. the song which i played sooo badly that i got scolded by ji lao shi. i was so demoralized then. so i was playing it and i was like OH this is the song i played last time! and i came to this part which i struggled with back then. hahax..actually i donno wad im trying to say also. but..that song is really nice! back then when i couldnt play the song i hated it and i think i threw it aside. hahax..

i got many job offers! but i turned them all down..wahaha..but then that means no money to spend..sob..so i've decided to work again..hahax..er..oh oh!! i watched death nOte already!!!! it is sooo very nice! the "L" in the movie is so cute..he keeps eating one..hahaha..mus go watch hor! nice nice..! btw i went to church on sat..at bukit batok one...the people there veri friendly one..we played games then sing songs and listened to the mu shi talk..lol..when they were singing some parts, all of them will jump and clap...to express their happiness i think..they got ask me to become christian but i say i have to consider..hai..dono ah..i cant make decisions.. :( haix..how how..

haix..quarrelled with my mom yesterday. haix..all because of stress stress stress. i didnt mean for it to happen. but it jus happened..and she said so many hurtful words. haix..dun wan to think about it le..wanna forget everything..i feel so down..

anyway i learn abit more about jacqueline du pre's life. she's a great cellist. she died at the age of 42 cos of an illness. haix..so ke lian..her life is damn sad...most musicians seem to have a bad life. haix..my head hurts..feel like going to esplanade to slack. don't know what to do le. haix..stress..

yesterday i went to the er...yong siew tOh conservatory of music concert! yea! it's so cool man!!! all the cellists are so damn pro! espescially the one playing moses variation by paganini..his playing is veri relaxed..and he has this really charming smile on his face throughout the whole time he's playing..and he is so shuai!! hahax..ok..out of topic..anyway got one song is all the cellists play together one..it was so so so awesOme!!!!! they all have their own style of playing..so when they played together..it's kinda cool..wow..

er..so today i prac 1 hr cello again..still not good ah..haix..but got improvement le..at least hands not sour anymore..hahax..of all the songs i think i like the see saw song best! i recorded my playing..not good..even the 11 yr old cellist in youtube plays better than me..ARHH!!!!! how can!! i am jojomA!!!!! hahax..going nuts le..cos i played that nutty song again..nvm...mus jia yOU!!! yy ma and jj ma!!!! we're the best cellists!!! :-D yay!!!!!

actually today i wanted to go to the library..but i woke up late..then mus prac cello..then i played pangya! omg..hahax..okie..i gotta go le!!!many things to do..have to eat sleep and play..i am soooo busy u know!! hahax..kiddin..bb! tk care ah..

the cellO mute is great!!!! i finally can prac cello in the nite..! yay!!

finally ji lao shi gave new hmk..which is bad! cos..the hmk he left is damn hard! got one song is mostly double notes de..i almost went nuts playing that..then theres this song..have to play 10000 notes for every beam..er..is it beam? i think so..oh no..i dont remember..arhh..oh..then there's this song with a really weird tempo!! i still cant figure out hOw to play it..then got this song with staccato for almost every note! but i like that song though..hahax..still got more..sigh..how sia?then still gotta learn music theory..and scales..haix..stressed ah..

the haze getting worse..omg..tk care ah everyone..!

*yawn* i'm so sleepy.

hahax..i bought a cello mute at esplanade..the cello and other instruments shop..we could try out the cello there! omg..when u put the cello mute on the cello bridge, the sound reduces by half..so goody! so i bought it..yea..22 bucks leh..i going broke le..but the cello mute is so wonderful i tell u!!! now every nite i can prac cello without driving anyone nuts..yippee!

i need to buy new clothes! but im broke..i spend all my money on food and transport..hahax..nvm..get pay le then spend again! today gotta stay at home to celebrate my sis bdae..btw, matt bought hamsters for my sis bdae present! wow!!! so cute! pudgy and pudding..aww~ the hamster cage looks like fun..there's a slide, a running wheel and plenty of hay to play in..wahaha..

so yea..i gotta stay at home..so im going to miss the sco prefOrmance at botanic garden! haix..omg..my hair is so long! die le..no money to cut...hahax..maybe going to kimage to cut..yippee..i wanna watch the carmen concert too..arH! so many things to do..

hahax..last 2 weeks have been working so didnt blog..after work then went out to slack and play with yy ma!! hahax..we watch movies..then eat a lot of good food..we eat cOconut!!! but not nice de..hahax..veri sour..young coconut nicer!!! hahax..then we got go shop for clothes..the nice ones all veri ex..so nv buy..oh..now wearing belts around the waist is in fashion! but dun suit me.. :( hahax..we haven go eat sakae sushi..cos we both broke le..omg..! hai..sch reopening soon le..then cannot go out so much le..so sad..hahax..nvm..jia yOu everyone!!!!!

wad the..!!! i gOt fired from work! me and yy! hw can liddat!?! we soooooo hardworking lo! [like real] hahax..no..jus kidding..realli..we already considered veri hardworking le..at least we got shout loudly..got do our work..now they found new ppl le wanna fire us! wah! how can do this!!! i dun understand..argh..tmr i go burn down wisma ah! haix..cant be de ma..we really very hardworking..only today..i was daydreaming..cos so tired..hahax..got someone ask me how long is the renovation for the linkway...actually is 2 years...then i tOld him 2 hours..omg!!! haix..jojoma ah..wake up ah..

haix..now no work le..dono how le..now..i dun plan to work le..maybe after one month..cos i have to prac cello everyday..i feel a little relaxed le though..cos not working animore..dun have that stress animore..so weird wor..today after work..i dono where to go..so went JP there shop shop..everyday work at orchard there cannot shop..so xin ku..hahax..jus go window shopping..cos i no money! i spend my last 2 dollars on ice mocha..not veri nice..not sweet one :( then after i went to library..borrow baby blues..and one motivation book!!!! yy also hav de!! i found it! omg!!! hahax..

after that went to watch rOb b hood wif mom and sis...soooo soooo nice!!!!! the baby so cute!!!! very touching..realli damn nice!!! must watch!! i feel like watching for a 2nd time..omg!!!!! veri veri veri veri veri veri cute!!!!!

hahax..no mood update le..=( tk care everyone..!

today work quite stressed. dono why leh..haven start already stressed le..lol..why liddat one..? =( got phoebia of work ah..haix..so sad..cant adapt to working life..cant adapt to the outside world..but this job is veri goody de..cos my mentors all veri good..then the girls there also quite friendly..and got yy ma!!!wahahaha..funni ah..

today we work at station 2..then omg! got so many ppl trip! 6 to 7? hahax..so funni i tell u!!!! they walk walk..then suddenly trip..omg.. xD omg..i veri bad leh..hahax..then we keep laughing..i dono leh..see them trip then laugh le..cos really very funni..sorry ah..then after work me and yy ma go shop shop around orchard..then got this women trip and half fall down to a hole! omg!!! so ke lian..sure very pain one..lucky she not injured..last time i also got fall down like this before..sob..hahax..then after we walk away le..we laugh again..hahax..bad ah!! funni!! :) then actually we wanted to go look look inside the bar one..but then my mom no key to get in house..so i had to go back..so sorri ah yy ma :(

hope tmr will be better..i don wan be stressed le! i wan to get rid of wOrk phoebia! yea...!!! but...i dono how..? nvm..i will jia you de..! for 45$...! nono...is 70$! yea!!! jia you jojOma and yinG ying ma!!!!!! xP

yoyo! omg! i so long nv blog le.. i have so much things to blog that i dun feel like blogging..i wan to play pangya..! muhahaha..er..i got a job now..jus work for 8 days de..then one hour is 6$..distribute leaflets one..damn tiring..have to stand for 7 hours leh!!!! haix..very stressed ah..i still dun like working..dono why! but this time got yy to work wif me..goody!!! hahax..then we both motivate ourself to work wif money..yippeee!!!!!

today stand for 7 hours..wah..leg cramp le..tmr hav to work again! omg..so tiring..dun feel like working..very scary ah..=( btw today yy lost her hp!! omg! lucky someone found it and took it to the control station there..so heng..hahax..then she lost her ezlink card also..actually nv lost de..is in the plastic bag..but we didnt find there..and we went back office tower to find..so funni!! hahax..so blur sia.. but lucky got find back all the things..wah..xia si wo leh..omg..yy ma ah...why so blur..hahax.. :P

hahax..and u know what..the same thing happen to me..i couldnt find my ez link card...wah..then find so long! from tanjong pajar until boon lay...still cannot find! then have to pay 2$ to get out of control station..omg..then i almost walked home..cos i not enough coin to take bus..then i found it!!! i think u know where i found it..in the plastic bag!!!!! ARRHH!!!!!!!!!!! next time if lose things..search the plastic bag first..hahax..i think i drop it inside..omg..

still have many things to blog..but then no time! :( will continue tmr de! hee..! so tired now..i no time to prac cello..die le..ahhh..