hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..weird right..i almost always blog once every 3 days..=D hey..no one ever follow rules anymore..kiddin kidding..lol..breaking your own rule sounds so farni!!! *giggles*

hmm..i may be going to Genting on Sat..so..decided to blog early =[

arhhh..i have work later! 9pm! can i not go..siiigh..nvm! for the sake of $$$$, i shall work jus for today!! hehe..sound so greedy..only 4 bucks la..thats why so unwilling to go..they should have at least let me work for 5 hours..why put 9oclock?? later gotta rush home watch da chang jin again...

*blabber on*

i wan go PM c mac nerdy! =X but so lazy to go out leh..oh ya..can make mac delivery then ask specially for him to deliver to me..hehehe..=X kdkd..

i am so shang xin arr...! or is it sang xin? sang xing? shang xing? =/ er..kkkk..i am so sad arr!!!

i jus received a call from giant! u know how happi i was?? i tot i could get the job! the manager sounded quite apologetic. he needed ppl above 18 yrs..and i m jus 16..jus when i tot that being 16 is cool..he spoils it all..! lol..kiddin.. :D

sigh..what am i gonna do now..to be frank..i feel so disappointed..suddenly i dont even wan to know my appeal results anymore..i lost my last tinge of confidence..i don't even wan to go out anymore..until i get a job..until i get my results..

god..where r u?? guan yin ma, where r u???

i wan to have my fortune told!! mayb a rock is blocking my path! mayb its my destiny! ARH!!!!!!! *giggles* aarghhhhhh...*sigh* or mayb i should jus eat a fortune cookie..yummy and..got fortune? lol..nvm nvm..borrow the card thingy from siling!!! yay! problem solved!

siiiiiigh........

*all mentioned above is crap and is not to be taken seriously. ; D *

hi! arghhhhhhhh..i'm so tired..but i update for the sake of u guys *dramatic tone* hahaha..jus kidding..anyway, prime just called and ask me to go back on thursday night to help out. I'm supposed to check the stock i think..for only one hr!!!! which means...er..only 4 bucks? actually i rather stay home to watch the channel 8 drama...sigh..

yesterday we had sy combined again. the song..cao something..very nice!!! i love it..it has such a creepy feeling..but..it's a very long song...first time play this song..kinda hard..and all the cellists sabo ryan to play the solo part..wahaha..even elgin nv help him! the dizis, er hus..and others play very well...haha..

the poly appeal results still not out yet. sigh..heard from my fren that result will be out in early april, according to sp. wasn't it supposed to be end of march? i wan to try nafa..but i don't even know my results yet. maybe trying out the visual arts? the one..use computer to draw one..learn about adobe etc. maybe trying music? i heard that i have to do a grade 5 theory paper for the audition? i'm struggling wif the grade 3 theory already..and how many days are there left to register..sigh..sp..please send the news quickly..or i may not have a school to go to..

Toward the top of the paper, you are positive and optimistic.
Toward the middle, you are a realist.
Toward the bottom, you are pessimistic, and have a tendency to behave negatively.

Facing left, you believe in tradition, are friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.)
Facing right, you are innovative and active, but don't have a strong sense of family, nor do you remember dates
Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

With many details, you are analytical, cautious, and distrustful.
With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With less than 4 legs, they are insecure or are living through a period of major change.
With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.
The bigger the better. You drew medium sized ears, you are a good listener

The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.
And again more is better! You drew large tail, WOW!

er...dunno if this is true..haha..the words too hard for me to understand..=X er..my pig is got 2 or 4 legs arr? haha! going to try out more tests!!!

draw a pig too!

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

(hmm..my house looks ugly =D but somehow i like the flower..its so big *giggles*) sigh..i can't get to sleep.. : (

Draw a house too!

so many days passed by already..

still no news. haix..i'm getting depressed. sp arr sp...why u nv email me..at least tell me i got get in or not...np arr np..please accept me..tp arr tp..i think u reject me le..HAIx..

what to do? i wan appeal to nafa too..but then..the audition practical is grade 8..theory grade 5..plus aural..how? besides, the fees..i don think dad can afford it..what should i do?? i think i should concentrate on practicing cello first..at least can perform on the streets and earn some money..kiddin kiddin..

please send me a mail by this week..please..god please help me..i realli don noe wad to do now..

oh ya..please dont send me anymore chain letters!!!!!!!!!!!! i will go crazy..when u send me a chain letter..i have to send it to others too!! *i am superstitious* that time i got one chain letter..i really believed it..and it didnt work..no chain letters please..or i will send it back to u one million times..hehe..im jus kidding.. : P

anyway...please let me get in to da courses i appeal for.. :'''[ plllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaseeee...arhhhh..i going crazy liao..

as expected! 3 cellist turned up for syco. i'm such a genius.. xD kdkd...hehe..however, Aud's string snapped..that leaves ying and me..shall not blog abt this though..

prac turned out okay after all. *phew* anyway, the little girl who plays er hu is very pro! she moves a lot..haha..guo lao shi pointed that out too..the whole syco-ians were like "WOW". haha..no la..thats what i think..bcos i was realli impressed..=D today was conducting lesson..i learnt some conducting skills! think the last one was good..haha..i wish i could conduct too..

hmm..k la..blog until here..syco combined is always so fun..^^ oh ya..i saw shu rong..she said to me "u finally willing to come" in a sacarstic tone. lol..no la..i dunno..but she always sound like that one..hehehe...i will go syco de!! i know is my fault..nv tell u i working..

bye!

there is syco prac later?!!!! omg omg omg..i'm still figuring how to carry ryan's cello..it has only one strap behind? i have to carry my big file there somemore..maybe should take taxi..ahaha..i wonder how many cellists will be going sy today..maybe 5..maybe only 3... : (

when will poly appeal results be out? anyone knows? is going to be end of march le..but..still no news..haix..

i'm so tired...arghh..don wanna go out..

mom's away to m'sia le. so bored..hope she'll enjoy herself there..

omg..like yesterday there was this old woman sitting on one of those stone chairs with her friends..she didnt have any feet, so her legs were dangling halfway through the floor. the thing is..i saw her fake leg beside her!! i was so freaked out that i felt like vomitting. i dont think she should have taken off her fake leg in public..it is so scary!!!! i'm just scared of these things..i can never be a nurse..i'm scared of blood and eveything..and i hate hospitals..arhh..

okok..enough crapping..i need a job!!!! wahahahaha..

arghh..woke up so earli in the morning to jog at the park..im sooo sleepy now. hehe..hmm..sorri APG..i at night always cannot make it : ( always have something on..arghh..

we jogged for bout 800m!! i was panting so heavily..so unfit *shakes head* if only i had a bicycle..then i'll wake up early in the morning to cycle..and i'll cycle at night..and shop in the afternoon..lol..sounds like a fun lifestyle..=D

i need a job!!!! prime too many ppl le..ask me end of march ask again..then giant nv call..sigh..i already filled 3 application forms for giant le!!! somemore i'm a regular customer there leh..why don wan hire me..hehe..

hmm, anyway im thinking of going to city hall to shop!! yay..i wanna buy clothes..i wanna watch movie..jas gimme ur tickets!!! muhahaha...kdkd..=D

going to doze off soon..sleeepy..-__________- tata!

yesterday went to suntec city with mom and bro to the IT show to c my sis. she working there ma..wahaha..sigh..didnt buy any clothes in city hall shopping centre..guess next time have to go down again..

btw we saw fann wong buying ice cream!! woo..so cool..she is so fair! hahaha..^^

i just rented the vcd "cello" today!! yay..going to watch it at night..anyone wans to join me?? =D hmm..i dont think it will be veri scary..cos is cello..hahaha..maybe should burn a copy for ji lao shi to watch..wahahaa!!!! =X

sigh..i wan to go shopping!! =[

btw, must watch NANNY MCPHEE!!! it is so nice!! the children are all so cute..! i wanna buy the dvd =D oh no..thats the 7th dvd i wan to buy! too bored at home..hehe..

the school toook myy cellooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

sigh..

jas!! make me a stairways to heaven blogskin!! =D hehe..

today is my mom's birthday! happi birthday mom!! may u live until 200 yrs old =D hehe

Yo! er..havent been updating for few days? -_____- anyway i did the appeal le..thanks matt jas & clarence for accompanying me to appeal! ^-^ we went to sp, np and tp to appeal. altogether is 5 courses ba..haix..hopefully i'll get in one..*prays* anyway, tp was so beautiful! yea..but soooo far..

wahaha..we went for ice creAm!! yummy! matt treat one..thanks!! xD swensens somemore! so cool right..hehe..

i'm happier now..but still worried bout the results of posting! ahh...pray for me pls x___x,

i'm so sad..

what should i do if the appeal fails? should i go to 2 polys to appeal? will the chances be better? no replies from ngee ann or sing poly..haix..i need the answers..only MOE replied some ques..

im so worried..haix..

HIII!!!!

i changed my blogskin!! yea! just for the time being though..hehe..attitude blogskin..ooh..looks so cool..

anyway, i'm so tired now. -___- hmm..any ideas on how i should improve my blog? more animated pictures? float? dont seem to suit my blogskin now..

hmm..nvm..i'll be changing blogskins soon i guess..

anyway, time to go shopping soon!! anyway wanna join me?! =D doubt so.. : (

buai..