Hi diary! Haha, finally get to update, but only for 45 mins. After which, gotta shower, then study. Sob...Yesterday we had SYCO. It was raining heavily so my dad drove JL and me there. Sorry JL, I didnt know that you were having such a great headache. Hope that u are feeling better..
I played really lousy last night..sigh..today guess will be studying, after that still have time, so get to practice cello!! Yeah! Going to prac..hmm..scales, J.S bach suites and SYCO scores! Hope that the next SYCO prac more cellist will go..and maybe Yi Yuan too..wahaha ^__^Today is such a hot day! I was so tired today. Slept at 1pm+ yesterday to finish up my Maths hmk. This morning felt really exhuasted. Head pain..We gotta take all our books we left in school as our MYE starts at next week. I left only 3 books behind, but they were big and heavy. I took home all, plus e maths textbook I brought to school. So heavy. My arm felt really weak from carrying them home, couldn't even hold a bottle of water! Haha..Hm..45mins is up..so fast..sob=( Byebye diary. Take care everyone!
Hi diary! Haha..came to share a good news. Our SYF got silver!! JL, Kelly and MH came to support us..We skipped SYCO prac..wahaha..JL treated us to KFC, all of us ate one shroom burger/fillet burger, 2 whipped potato/salad, one curry chicken and one coke each! *drools* Haha..so nice and great of JL!! Felt so joyous. After eating, we were really full..we went to shop for a present for Mr Ji. Didnt manage to find a suitable present, so went home. It was still early when we reached e bus stop, so JL chatted with me at e void deck..
Haha..so happy..Yesterday was sports day. I had to run, 4x100m..felt really nervous and hot while waiting for my turn. When my turn finally came, I had already drank 3 bottles of water! Haha..I was the 3rd runner..luckily not first..I'm scared of the gun. Our team didnt came in the top 3..felt so disappointed. I drank one cup of milo on my way back to e field. Mmm..yum..it was so nice..I took another cup, then another cup. Haha..so greedy..After sports day, Mic, Li Juan, Felicia and I went to JP to buy cake for Mr Ji. We ordered a swensen's cake..3 layers of ice-cream..wow..haha..guess who saw on the way to the bus stop? JL and Gina! They were on their way back from work. Haha..we chatted, then went home. Back home, my stomach hurt a lot..guess it's a lesson not to drink too much! Haha..Hm..guess tt's all..bye diary! Take care everyone...
Hi diary. Today was the most tiring day ever! I slept at near to 1am again yesterday, had to do housework, homework and project..
So tired when I woke up..I ate pocky biscuits for breakfast and went to school..I felt hungry the whole day..ate one packet of prawn crackers, but only felt hungrier..haha..didnt eat during recess as I brought only $1+..
when we had our last lesson, Physics, my eyes were already closing..I felt hot and dizzy..felt like sleeping, but I couldnt as we were learning the most hard chapter! I felt too weak to write and mistook my pencil for green pen! Haha..but the lesson was quite interesting..very fun..
After school, the fire drill suddenly rang! I thought it was just a false alarm, but it was not! One of the classes, 2/2 was on fire. Heard that they were playing with fire..wow...I got a real scare..everyone seemed at a loss at where to go..half of the notice board was burnt off..glad that no one is injured..
Hm...I hope she's okay..so worried...=(
Tml is our SYF! Feeling quite excited..haha..we get to miss a day of school..so good..after that we have SYCO..hope that everyone will be coming =D..
Hm..guess tt's all..bye diary! Pray that everyone is healthy and happy and safe! Take care evryone!!
Disappointed..
Yo diary! Came here to update my bloggie..just reached home. Gotta rush to do housework and homework later..sob..
Yesterday we had a full-dressed rehersal in SCH. When we reached school, it was about 8 to 9pm, but the sky looked really dark. I didnt dare to use the toilet, so wore e costume back..haha..felt like a princess in the olden days..
When I reached home, I did all my housework and copied scores until 1pm..felt so tired..
This morning I woke up at 6.45...feeling very very sleepy, but I forced myself to prepare for school..I was running late, so I rushed to school without having breakfast. I feared that I might get sick without taking breakfast, so I grabbed a few sweets before leaving. I felt quite energetic though..after school, we had combined prac..I ate a few "wang wang". After that, had to go for SYCO prac..we practiced "sa di er". Today only 5 cellists! I was so scared and shocked..but all of us still tried our best to play e solo part. I'm so disappointed with my performance today *cry* Mr Quek wants to listen to each of us play individually bar 196 on Thurs. He's going to tape it down and let Mr Ji listen..oh no..how?? Die die..
Mr Quek gave all of us a little "lecture" in the middle of practice. He added, "I bought chocolates specially for u all, still dote on u all." Haha..that's nice of him..during break, went up to e concert hall. One school was playing "Xing Kong". Their cellists move about while playing..everyone moved, so looked very beautiful. Their playing was very nice..Mr Quek was their conductor..haha..he went there during break..
Hm..guess tt's all..gotta extend my prac time to practice SYCO scores..I love "Sa di er". It's such a lovely song..bye diary...take care evryone!
Unable to concentrate
HIHIHI diary! Today we had practice at 9pm. So so so sleepy..
I couldn't concentrate very well today. Felt so restless..I forgot to let the teachers sign the book. Luckily Percie reminded me...sigh..how could I forget..?
We played the whole of Xing Kong and Gu Ge Li...so nice e gu ge li...I'm loving it...espescially the tan bo yue part..nice..I guess I was daydreaming while playing Xing Kong. After we play the whole of Xing Kong, I was thinking to myself, "how did we play till the end if we didnt play bar 51 (cello fast part). So I asked Jieling. She said we played everything. I still couldnt recall though. Oh dear..how did I daydream? I wasnt thinking of anything too...I was just.....just staring blankly into space...
After co, I accompanied my Juniors to buy e SYF shoes...after that they went home, and I stayed at Mcdonalds to celebrate my aunt's birthday. After that, all of them boarded the bus to Genting and 2 of my cousins and I went home...=(
Guess I wont be online for a long time le...maybe cannot go to prac anymore too...as my 'O' level Chinese is on 30/5/05. Haix..take care everyone. I'll miss u all even if u wont miss me...haha..cya everyone...
bye diary...
Hi diary.
37.5. I'm running a fever.
Haha..I found out that everytime u want to be sick, u can't get sick. But when u don't want to get sick, u get sick. I think God knows..
I found a cut on my hand. I accidentally scratch it, and it became swollen. I found a bruise on my left hand too. So many injuries..haha..perhaps, I was sleepwalking..
I'm so tired...
Bye diary..take care everyone. Hope I can prac cello with her again..(^^ )
Feeling lost
Hihi diary! I haven't been updating for quite awhile!
I have been reading these few days and, some good stories inspired me to write a story myself. But I always give up when I can't think of anything to write..sigh..
I feel so lost. 
I wish I could talk to someone. I have been talking to myself. Haha..that's weird. But it's good to have someone talking to u..it feels..good? haha..
Tml I'm having 3 CAs..EL, Combined Science and F&N. So now reading some stories to help improve my english..wahaha...
Bye diary!! Take care everyone!
Frightening
Hihi diary. Yesterday I had another weird dream.
I dreamt that our school Chinese Orchestra was practicing at my house void deck. I kept wanting to escape and go up my house cos I had forgotten to take something. So I went up. I took my things but I couldn't get down. Something kept stopping me. I felt scared. I didnt want to miss practice but I couldn't get down. The lift wouldn't take me down. so I waited outside my house. I could hear them playing. I tried to get down again, and this time, I could. When I reached,I saw them packing up their things. It was already evening. Everyone started leaving. Then I woke up.
I had this dream twice when I was in sec 1 or 2. I wonder what it means? In the dream, it feels like I cannot go out, cannot escape. It was so frightening. I felt so locked in.
I feel so depressed. Take care everyone. Once again, I pray that everyone is healthy and happy. Bye diary..
New blog
Hi diary. I created a new blog. I write about my problems there. I've been updating there quite frequently as these days, I've been feeling so depressed. I left a tag board there too, so maybe someone can help. Haha..wishful thinking?
I'm planning on going to East Coast Beach..maybe it will help to relax one's mind. Hm..why East Coast? Because Pasir Ris is too far away, unless if I'm going with my friends.
Whew
I got a scare just now! My F&N diskette couldn't work and I had to hand it up tml! I had to redo the whole thing over. Luckily with my bro's help, I managed to finish it! Thanks so much!! I think it's better than the one I did =D
I must remember to save a copy on my documents. Diskettes are not reliable! Hohoho! Now..I gotta do a little of my Geography project. Sigh..guess there will be no sleep for me today!
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